Dreamland

temporary bliss

Is it weird to say I'm okay?

That I'm genuinely doing okay.

I still have the sadness deep within me threatening to get out.

But I push it down and focus on what's right in front of me.

And strangely enough it's working.

I don't think about what needs to get done in my life.

And while I know I need to focus on what's important, my brain doesn't let me.

It wants me to be happy for once and not worry.

Summer is the only time where all my worries drift away into a place where I cannot find them.

When school arrives so does the responsibilities.

And so does my worries...

I have to approach it differently or I'll let myself be suffocated by the stress I put myself under.

Oh well.

A few more weeks of pure bliss is all I need to fix my chaotic mind...