Dreamland

why not me?

I saw u smile at her.

But why not me?

Time and time again u show me to set u free.

But I hold onto the chance of u changing ur mind.

Coming back to me with a different state of mind.

But why would u?

You only smile for her...

I cant remember the last time when I wasnt hurt.

But I guess that is okay...

I'll always be here.

Standing alone, with everything to fear.

But I guess that is okay.

I'll always be awake.

At night when ur lonely, and wanting a break.

Feeding into my desperation of wanting u.

But not clarifying me loving u.

I'll always be here, under her shadow.

Waiting for the chance...

To find ur love again.