Dreamland

reality

Summer solstice is here
But weirdly I feel the same

My mind and body are still in a place where I don't want it to be

I want to feel happy
But I can't bring myself to move onto a better place

I want to feel clarity and have a purpose
I want new beginnings and new experiences
I want laughter and love
I want to matter...

I only matter in my dreams

Where the quietness of the night doesn't compare to the sound of adventure in my mind

Dreams aren't meant to become reality
So I have to stop living in mine

Because my dreams aren't my reality
And time doesn't wait for anyone...