I just want to be left alone
Left alone with my never ending thoughts
The never ending cycle of pain I experience once in a great whileOne day I'll finally be able to feel the light touch my cold skin
To feel it seep into my bones and breathe the life back into me againOne day...
One day I'll appreciate the small things I didn't know mattered
Sometimes I do...Sometimes I recognize the small things in life and I try to grasp onto it
But there's a part of me that just doesn't careI want to care
I want to care for you
I want to care for myselfBut it's hard when my head isn't in reality
My thoughts are scattered in a place where I cannot reachBut do I want to reach it?
Because if I do I'll be afriad to feel the things that I so desperately hate and love
I want to feel for you
But I can't bring it in me to care...It's weird to think of things like this at a time where I'm supposed to be sleeping
But my dreams is what keeps me awake at night
And what haunt me in the morningI want to be good
I want to be good for you
I want to be good for myselfBut honestly
I really just don't care...
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Dreamland
الشعرDreamland: the only place I can truly be myself, which is something I'm not sure I know how to be in reality