It's Just Not Only love [Completed] ✔️

Chapter 58 - Space

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Next morning their beauty sleep was disturbed by the sun rays perping through the windows waking them up. Both wake up took shower(obviously alg alg) nd get ready for the day.

Days were passing like this eventually two months have passed in silence. They are not even in talking terms. Shehnaz make sures that she didn't let sidarth get a chance to initiate a conversation. Probably after their last encounter they never have talked.

She used to leave for her work before sidarth wakes up nd would come home after he would be in deep slumber after waiting for her. She is trying her level best to detach herself, Nd sidarth not being try to extra clingy helped her in handling the situation quite well. But she can tell this from his face that he is holding his turmoils back. She reason herself saying being practical, "whatever am doing is for our own good".

On the other hand, Sidarth is trying to give time to her nd his own self. First, he needs to forgive his ownself for the things he has done to her. For the sins he has committed. For the tortures he has done on her. Where she was not the one at fault. There are a lot of things which have happened nd he thinks that they both need time nd space for their ownselves. But the ignorance she is giving to him doesn't affect him, well hell no. He hates to admit the fact but he is the one who is a bigger ATTENTION SEEKER, in them. This ignorance of hers is Killing him. He knows she is doing all this on purpose to avoid talks with him. He is trying to show he is not affected but the fact is this silence is killing him.

He wants her to scream at him, beat him, punish him, for all that he done. But alas, he is the one at fault here then how could he demand. So he always convince his ownself saying, "she needs time nd space". He has tried several times talking to her or to just get a glimpse at her but she didn't let him be successful in his such plans.

In these two months he talks to zara at video calls on a daily basis. He tried knowing about denial nd asim but couldn't get it out. For asim, he didn't get enough courage nd for denial he himself didn't let him to do so. He has began talking to kia as well nd needless to say they are in good terms now. He often visits his mother place nd he is delighted to get that motherly warmth nd his daughter's whereabouts back.

Sana too goes there but always alone, he often gets to know about it from kia. But still, he hadn't told kia that, he is her father. She calls him, "Hero" nd addresses sana as, " heroine". She too is as adorable as zara.

He is trying to keep evetybody happy as much as he could nd he is successful as well as everyone is really happy except the mother - son duo. Obviously, sana didn't let him talk nd same goes to denial. He has never ever saw his face. But he has heard him refusing to talk to him whenever he tried through zara. Needless to say it brokes his heart whenever he try to talk to him his son says the same thing, " jab aaj tk apko nahi jantey the toh aage bhi nahi janna chahte zara bholi h mein nahi".

When first time this happened he was stunned to listen to his own son who is just 4.5 years old but still managed to say these extremely deep meaning lines. Nd this made him realise sana was totally right, " indeed he is a hard nut to crack", " Akhirkar beta kiska hein". But it always hurt him way too much, "hein toh ek baap na" nd he would probably ended up crying to sleep, even without his beloved wife's warmth right beside him. Nd the most terrible thing he still know there are so many things which are still hidden from him regarding her life.

He is used to wake up everyday with a hope to talk to her or at least get a glimpse of her. But fails everyday miserably, even sometimes he tried to go to her office to meet her but alas fails everytime.