Stuck between a rock and a Hard place

Chapter 1. first visit.

“and you honestly believe you don’t have a problem”

            She looks at me like im stupid. She’s probably wondering if im worth it.

                 “ No”

Ha. Im going to play a little with her.

   “So you do have a problem”

She starts to write in her notebook.

             “I don’t have a problem”

This women’s a nut job. I wonder if she has a husband. I look at her left hand nothing I knew it she’s to much of a nut case to have a husband.

  “wait what you just said you didn’t believe that you don’t have a problem”

I smile. She must have a boring life. I wonder how many cats she has.

            “ I know”

She looks like she about to explode.

   “ please Nikki stop it. Just tell me”

I look at her pleading eyes then I look at the clock on the wall my times almost up.

            “ I don’t have a problem because I can stop anytime I want.”

I stand up and leave the room close the door behind me and see this girl waiting to go after me.

            “ it’s a blast in there”

The girl looks up and rolls her eyes. Ha. I walk right out the building and stop I take a deep breath and take out my cell phone I text my mom

            -Done. Going w/ friends-

Then I text Angie

-          meet up at Sunsets-

and I start walking that way I pause in front of a window display and notice what im wearing. I go inside and ask the clerk for a pair of scissors he gives them to me.  I cut my jeans so there just about to revel my ass and hand him back the scissors

           “thanks”

And I walk out. Today’s boring. Every days boring, its such a drag. I take my hair out of its pony tail and let my magenta curls fall down to my shoulders. I stop in front of my destination.

           “ted. Its me let me in.”

“Nikki doll im sorry I cant”

           “Ted please you always let me in.”

“your underage”

           I give him my devilish smile lean over and kiss him on the lips meanwhile moving the rope so I can get in. I pull away

           “thank ted you rock”

“Nikki!”

I ignore him and find my way to the bar what do I feel like.. mhmm.. well I guess I should be sober when Angie meet me.

I yell over to the bar tender

           “Beer!”

He walks over and sits in right in front of me

“Nikki baby, whats up”

           “ew Billy just give me the beer.”

“no can do sweet thang, I gotta see I.D”

I give him a look that could kill if you know.. looks could kill.

           “Billy c’mon. don’t be like this not tonight.”

“you know what you have to do”

           “and whats that?”

He gives me the gross’s look you can picture

           “show me the twins.”

“Billy. No.”

           “fine then no drinks tonight”

Urgh.

   “fine.”

I take off my top to reveal my black bra under then I lift up the bra and let him see.

           “done.”

I pull down my bra deciding to keep my shirt off and he hands me the beer. My phone vibrates I look at it

           -k. I picked up some pills. We gunna have fun tonight?-

I reply back

           - already tops gone. Lets get the party started.-

I leave my stuff behind the bar and walk toward the dance floor might as well have fun till she gets here.

            I move my hips and throw my hands in the air I pout my lips and let my butt shake a tiny bit. Feeling the music, I realize Im doing things that should be illegal since there so seductive and sexual and I love it that all the guy’s attentions on me. I figure I might as well put on a show.

           See you looking

Yeah, you looking over my way

I wanna leash you up

And put you into my cage

Teach you how to touch me baby

How to say my name

Bet you never had nobody to give It to you this way

I wanna put you in my closet

I wanna play till I'm exhausted

Come come baby come be my Toyfriend let me play with you

Come come baby come be my

Toyfriend till I'm through with you

I sing out the lyrics while im dropping down low and rocking my body side to side. I feel a pair of strong hands rap around my waist and then I feel the hot breath on my neck

           “ill be your toy friend babe you can play with me anytime you want”

I turn myself around so im facing him. He’s hot. Might as well tease a little.. I love playing games and messing with people’s heads.

  I pout my lips and slowly push his hands off of me and whisper in his ear.

           “ you can look all you want but no touch.”

He snicker’s and says

  “ I cant promise you anything”

           I purr into his ear

           “ im like a display case. Look all you want but you cant touch me.”

I turn back around and feel his hands again the his breath on my neck

           “nobody tells me what to do”

“good”

I grin as I get lost into the music again.