Just another book of bnha one shots..I think?

Hawks x Depressed Reader 🖤

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

•You have a history of anxiety and depression.
•You and Keigo are on a break from your long term relationship
• You've been ignoring his calls and messages.
• You've been sexually assaulted by a coworker - Keigo doesn't know.

^^listen to the song at top as you read if you wish 🖤

ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ

YOUR POV:

"Babybird please call me back..."

*beep*
[MESSAGE DELETED]

"It's been weeks since you spoke to me, please pick up the phone.."

*beep*
[MESSAGE DELETED]

"You can't ignore me forever (Y/N)"

*beep*
[MESSAGE DELETED]

"Please...please answer I- I can't handle this shit"
*beep*
[MESSAGE DELETED]

"..Babybird...I know you're listening to these...just..just call me back..I love you"

*beep*
[REPLAYING MESSAGE]

"..Babybird...I know you're listening to these...just..just call me back..I love you"

*beep*
[MESSAGE SAVED]

'O-okay (Y/N).. dont chicken out now..'

You bit down on your bottom lip, tears trickling down your cheeks as you reached out for the gun.

'It's okay. It'll only hurt for a moment if I do it in the right place, right?'

"Deep breaths" you whispered to yourself as you picked it up with your trembling hand.

"It'll all be better after this..I-I won't-"

You cut yourself off, slamming the weapon back down onto the table.

"GAHH!!! WHY CANT YOU JUST DO IT (Y/N) YOU STUPID FUCKING-!!"

You dug your nails into your palms as you cursed at yourself only stopping once your phone began to ring.

*ring**ring*
*ring**ring*

You looked at the gun laid out in front of you and back at your flashing phone screen.

["FingerLickin'Good🤤🍗" incoming call...]

You let out a shaky breath as you hesitantly pressed down on the answer button.

"H-hello?"

"(Y/N)?""

"...ye-"