" Guitar "
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Dinala ko yung gitara niya, I fix myself first para naman presentable akong tingnan. Gusto kong kantahan boyfriend kong singer, i want to let him hear me na kaya ko nang kumanta sa harap ng maraming tao.
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Dati ako yung kinakantahan niya, ngayon gusto kong ako naman kumanta para sa kanya.
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I began strumming my guitar.
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"And~ if forever's not enought for me to love you~" while i sang that lyrics my tears began to fall down
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"I spend another lifetime baby if you ask me too~ there's nothing i won't do~"
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I am in front of his coffin, he passed away with ache on his heart kasi hindi ko siya sinipot sa date namin. Palagi siyang may time para sakin kahit busy siya sa banda nila. while ako I'm busy publishing my own book.
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Nung time na hindi ko siya nasipot sa date namin it was our 3rd anniversary. Busy ako nung time na yun I was about to submit the last chapter of my story. Nawala sa isip ko na may nag hihintay pala sakin. When i finished my job saka ko pa narealize na it's our 3rd anniversary. I am in a hurry para maabotan ko pa siya sa favorite restaurant namin but-- pagdating ko dun-- yung surprises nalang niya yung nandun... but not him. Hinanap ko siya but the staff said na kakaalis lang daw nito. Kaya hinanap ko siya and suddenly i saw him--- crossing the pedestrian lane.
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"Mew! Baby!" I shouted
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He stopped in the middle of the road. Then a light strike on him, i saw it with my two eyes kung paano siya nabangga nung malaking truck.
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He is dead on arrival
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"I spend another lifetime baby~ if you asked me too there's nothing i wont do"
"Forever's not enough for me to love~ you so" i sang. I walk towards his coffin and hugged him.
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If i can bring back time, i will prioritizes you more than my dream. Because what is the purpose if i pursue my dream but i will never be with you again.
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"Baby! ang galing ko na kumanta at mag gitara kasi ang galing mo magturo. I can sing na kaso---- wala ka na para pakinggan yun baby. Just like the song i sang, I promise in another life, i will spend all of my time just to be with you. I promise"
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"I am sorry baby, i love you"
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@psyche_
