"You are coming now! I don't want to listen to anything. There are only six months left! There are so many things to do. I need you here – please come back." Charlie pleaded. I chuckled and shook my head. "Don't laugh. I seriously need you here. I miss you so much. Please come back." She added lowly.
I sighed and looked out of the window. "I am so happy for you," I said to her. It wasn't a lie or a figure of speech – I am happy for her. Charlotte deserves all the happiness of life.
"Then come back and be a part of my happiness. I want to spend my last six months as a bachelorette with my best friend." She said.
Charlotte is getting married – after almost two years of relationship, Marcus proposed her, and I couldn't be happier. She will be getting married in July this year. She told me yesterday about it and I just couldn't stop crying right after I received the news. I was happy – yes a lot. I started crying out of happiness. I was truly happy for her and Marcus, but soon my failed marriage came in my mind and I just couldn't control myself. I felt selfish for thinking about my failed love at that time, but I was helpless I couldn't stop thinking about it. Leo, being the best brother helped me cope with it – he held me and gave me his shoulder to cry on.
I have to be there for her wedding – no matter what. I know it is going to be hard for me. There will be the same people, same place, same old memories – and Silas. I don't know how I am going to do it. I was fretting. For almost two years I have been trying to move on – like a coward I ran away. For two years I have been trying to forget my past, but it is impossible to run away. I changed my location, but I can't change my past. It is impossible to stop thinking about it. It is useless to run away from something that has been a vivid part of my life – it is better to deal with. It is better to face it.
"Hello, Maria?" I snapped out of my thoughts as I heard Charlie's voice through the phone-receiver.
"Yeah – I am here," I said. "Just give me a few days at least – of course, I am going there for you, Charlie," I told her.
She was quiet for a few seconds before I heard a sniff, "When will you come?" she asked. Her voice wobbled. "I feel so lonely without you. You just came to visit me once in these two years." She added.
I sighed and closed my eyes. Yes, I only went to New York once and that was last summer. I have been avoiding the memories that are attached to that city. "I will be there as soon as I can." I smiled through the tears.
After we talked for a while – Kathie was hungry so Charlie had to go. I put my cellphone on the table and looked out the window. It was mid of January and Chicago was under deep snow. I wrapped my arm around myself. I was sitting on the cozy window seat. The coldness of frozen rain behind the closed window could pass through the glass. I stare at the leafless trees blanketed with snow, "Coffee?" I heard Leo from behind me. I turned around to see him standing behind me with two mugs of hot coffee in his hands.
I smiled and took one mug from his hand, "You are an Angel in disguise." I said as I took the first sip of heavenly coffee he made.
He chuckled and sat on the chair beside me, "I know." He said.
I sighed and gazed at the steam, "Charlotte's getting married." I told him and looked at him.
He smiled and nodded, "I know – dad told me yesterday." He replied. "It's good. Marcus is a nice man." He added.
"Yes, he is," I replied. I mashed my lips together. I haven't told him that Charlotte has already told me about the kiss they shared when she was fourteen. I looked at him to see if there was even a single hint of sadness in his eyes. I wanted to see if he feel anything about her, but I was relieved when I couldn't witness anything. He took a sip from his cup and sighed while looking out of the window.
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Just Me Again.
RomanceBOOK THREE OF HARRISON SERIES Maria Wayne left after she was accused and betrayed by the love of her life. No matter how much he apologizes and tries to make things better between them - Maria had enough. She couldn't deal with the stress of life an...