Life's A Bitch But We Can Do This // OneDirection

Chapter 8

Hannah's POV

(Two Days Later)

I sat with Niall, Zayn, Liam and Harry in some coffee shop in Bradford. Louis had gone back to Doncaster to say Hi to his family. I should be happy that i've now met 4/5 of One Direction. But i'm not. Isobel still hadn't woken up, I didn't go to school Friday, i wanted to stay off and go see Isobel, but Niall brought me here. I looked at the four boys. Why were they here? They dont know us that well, if at all. Maybe its because Isobel and I are fans? I don't know. "Hannahh?" Niall's voice brought me back to reality "We're going now, come on." Liam said, holding his hand out to help me up because i was lying on Niall, but he must've moved. I took Liam's hand and stood up. "She will be alright, wont she?" I asked, looking at Zayn. He just nodded slightly. His hair was messy, as if he hadn't bothered with it when he woke up. Niall pulled me into a hug, and soon Harry, Zayn and Liam were all hugging me. I broke down, tears streaking my face, I held onto Niall so i didnt collapse.  I felt Niall let go of me, so did two others. "Hannah.. Are you gonna be okay?.." Harry's voice was coming from behind me. I didnt answer i just sat on the floor and bawled my eyes out. Please, please just let her be okay. PLEASE. Harry sat next to me. "Hannah.. Do you wanna come back to Zayn's flat and we can talk there? Just me and you? or you can talk to all of us, or any of us. Just talk about it." he said. I nodded, wiping my eyes with my sleeve. It wasn't like me to cry, not in public, not infront of my idols, so why now? I stood up, and had to lean into Niall to stay stood up. We walked to Liam's car, Harry sat in the front with Liam, Niall, Me and Zayn in the back.

I looked out the window, it began to rain. Zayn was humming, Niall was listening to music and Harry and Liam were talking about something.

Your hand fits in mine 

Like it's made just for me 

But bear this in mind 

It was meant to be 

I sang to myself.

And I'm joining up the dots 

With the freckles on your cheeks 

And it all makes sense to me 

Zayn joined in.

Harry and Liam had stopped talking and Niall had taken his earphones out.

I know you've never loved 

The crinkles by your eyes when you smile 

You've never loved 

Your stomach or your thighs 

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine 

But I'll love them endlessly 

-

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

But if I do, it's you, 

Oh it's you, 

They add up to 

I'm in love with you, 

And all these little things 

It went silent. Louis wasnt here to sing his part.

You can't go to bed, 

Without a cup of tea, 

And maybe that's the reason 

That you talk, in your sleep 

And all those conversations 

Are the secrets that I keep 

Though it makes no sense to me 

Louis' may not have been here in person, but he was on the phone.

[Harry] 

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 

You never want to know how much you weigh 

You still have to squeeze into your jeans 

But, 

You're perfect to me

 -

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

But if it's true, 

It's you, 

It's you, 

They add up to 

I'm in love with you, 

And all these little things 

Niall placed his hand on my cheek, i looked at him and smiled.

You'll never love yourself 

Half as much as I love you 

You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' 

But I want you to, 

If I let you know, I'm here for you, 

Maybe you'll love yourself, 

Like I love you 

Oh 

-

And I've just let these little things 

Slip, out of my mouth, 

'Cause it's you, oh it's you, 

It's you, 

They add up to 

And I'm in love with you, 

And all these little things, 

I won't let these little things 

Slip, out of my mouth, 

But if it's true, 

It's you, it's you, 

They add up to, 

I'm in love with you, 

And all your little things

By the time we had finished, We'd got back to Zayns flat and had been sat in the car for 10 minutes. Zayn opened his door and jumped out, as did Liam and Harry. Niall hugged me close. "It's gonna be alright Hannah. I promise." I nodded  and we both got out the car. I put my hand into my pocket and pulled out both mine and Isobel's phone. I plugged my earphones into her phone and scrolled through her playlists, stopping on "Jamestown Story Albums <3" and curled up in one of Zayn's chairs, listening. Hmm.

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A/N -- I'm so sorry I didn't update yesterday I didn't feel up to it... So erm, yeah, hope you liked this chapter.. THE PIC OF HANNAH IS ON THE SIDE