Falling for The Cause Of My Pain l.r.h

The Final Authors Note

Falling For The Cause Of My Pain sucked. I'm extremely proud of the begining of the book, but as soon as Amari became pregnant, I lost my story. I've been writing this story for a little over half I year and now I've become a little bit more mature and my vocabulary has increased. I have changed a lot durring the writing of this story. When I started this I was really immature and insecure. I didn't feel very good about myself and strongly hated my haircut. People were horrible to me and I didn't want to accept all of that. So, I shelled myself off, becoming a person I wasn't. I eventually found Wattpad and found After, which I read. Than I attempted writing and none of it made sence and was all over the place. One March 24th 2014 I found out who the hell 5 Seconds Of Summer was. I became completely obsessed and begone to listen to their music, changing and becoming a completely different person. I listened to indie and punk music, dwelling upon the words they sang. I got lost in my change, not really open for this sudden change. I was friends with the wrong people. They were very fake and I wouldn't even consider calling them my real friends now. I was off, in my own world, having fun, and they'd rain on my parade. Especially my one friend. I won't say her last name but her first name. Her name was Aeryn. She begun to copy me and quite frankly, I didn't like it. She begun commenting on some of my instagram photos, leaving comments that made my blood boil. I then got made fun of by her, and I fought back. I had realised that all of the people I had once trusted were out of the picture because I was different. I wore band tees and black skinny jeans. I had a fringe and a red ombre. I wore makeup in a better way and I was more confident. Sure, I get called emo but I'm literally not. I wrote this story very well in the begining, then I again, lost my entire story after she was pregnant. I am now somewhat satisfied with what I put out and this is the end.

I'm currently writing books with an Anon, whom isn't an Anon to me. I have become friends with her and I'm basically her voice. We are @AnonymousFangirls02 I hope you check out what we're currently writing and are satisfied with it.

I hope you have a good life. You all are beautiful after all.