✔️SOLD TO HIM

7~ Whore

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QOTD: My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.
~John Greem.
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*UNEDITED*

I was sitting in my room. Doing nothing. Staring at a certain nothing. Nina isn't home, Nan is doing her stuff, Jai and Reem are busy spending time with each other. I heard the door open. It was Siddharth. The Mr. Devil. He came inside and threw his coat on one of the couches. He went inside the shower. And after almost half n hour he came out. I was sitting on the couch. He came towards me, I couldn't do anything but stand. His hair were wet, and he looked so effing hot! Avneet!! He pulled me towards him resulting me putting my hands on his bare chest. Trust me! He is so so hot! I immediately took my hands back as soon as I realised what I did. He smirked widely. I hate him so much. I saw everywhere except for his eyes. I felt his eyes piercing in my soul.

I looked into his eyes. All I could see was innocence. After living a few days with him I've realised that I need a medical treatment as soon as possible because I've lost my head. I again shifted my gaze on the legs of the bed which was just beside me. He tucked a few strands of my hair. I was sweating so damn much! He started coming closer to me. He was just an inch apart. If I moved even a bit I would have ended up touching his fluffiest lips with mine. I decided to stay in the position I was trying not to make it more complicated. What can get more complicated than this.

He put his head on the crook of my neck. He started nuzzling his nose making my hormones go crazy. He has a very bad effect on me honestly. I can't handle this anymore. He started placing wet kisses on my jawline. And slowly came down on my neck. I could feel myself shiver under his touch. he started sucking my shoulder I tried hard not to moan. But I ended up gasping making him smirk. I could feel it. He turned me violently. He held me by my waist. He took my hair in front of my shoulder. "You are so fucking sexy." He said just beside my ears making me shiver. He sucked me earlobe before kissing it. All I could feel was disgust. I was disgusted on myself letting him own me.

Letting him do whatever he want to with me. Letting him buy me. Am I so cheap. That anyone can buy me? Anyone can sell me? Am I worth just a house and an industry? Is this all I can do? Curse my faith, let him play with me as if I'm his puppet? I hate myself. I hate being Avneet Sharma! I know I can never get my recognition as Avneet Kaur Nandra back. But at least now as I am Avneet Nigam I need to have some self respect. He didn't marry me, he bought me! I feel so disgusted. My thought chain broke when I realised his phone ringing. I didn't even knew what he was doing. I never like anyone forcing themselves on me.

But since I'm at Sharma's they've been doing the same. Forcing themselves on me. And that's the same what Siddharth is doing with me. Bloody bastard! How can someone be so cold hearted? How can someone not understand what feelings are? Going through a rough past doesn't mean you can dominate anyone you want! Everyone has the right to live their life the way they want! But unfortunately, I don't have that right! I was handled by the Sharma's and now by him! How can someone get married for seeking revenge? Is Getting married all about fucking each other, taking each other's money producing kids? But my mom and dad never in their entire life did all of this. They used to live happily.

Fight with each other, laugh with each other, face problems with each other, and lastly fall in love with each other more and more by every passing second! For rich brats getting married is just an alliance. But for people like us, who has heart, wedding is an auspicious knot. Willingly or unwillingly people get married. And they tend to fall in love with each other. But I didn't got married unwillingly, I got sold to him unwillingly. Of course, would you like to be get sold to anyone? Of course not! My life is a mess. It has shattered into pieces. I never knew god would be so cruel with me. I only had Jai and Reem in my life but god took them away too.