Diamond In The Rough (Ziam Fanfic AU) Book One

Chapter 4: Let Me Be Your Last First Kiss

Liam POV:

It was Saturday morning, my parents left to meet friends for brunch and I was alone for a few hours. I decided I should work on my song because it was due Monday, and that since Zayn never showed the rest of the week I really was going solo.

I open the sliding doors to let Troian into the yard, and bring my guitar out to play on the bench.

“Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me

but bear this mind it was meant to be

and i'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

and it all makes sense to me

 

i know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile,

you've never loved your stomach or your thighs

the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But i'll love them endlessly

 

I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth

But if i do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to

i'm in love with you and all these little things

 

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

and all those conversations are the secrets that i keep

though it makes no sense to me

 

i know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape

you never want to know how much you weigh

you still have to squeeze into your jeans

but you're perfect to me

 

i won't let this little things slips out of my mouth

But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to

I'm in love with you and all these little things

 

you never love yourself half as much as i love you

you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to

if i let you know, i'm here for you

maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh

 

i've just let these little things slips out of my mouth

because it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to

and i'm in love with you (all these little things)

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to

I'm in love with you, and all your little things.”

“That was beautiful” a voice said.

I look up to see Zayn standing in my backyard holding two bottles of water. His hair was messy and he had huge bags under his eyes, I don’t want to admit it but he still looked pretty damn sexy. What was I thinking, I hated the guy, he was a homophobic ass.

“What do you think you’re doing in my backyard?” I say coldly.

“Coming to work on our project, I guess you finished it by yourself though.” He looked sad when he said that, I could tell he really wanted to help with it, I just didn’t know how to let him in. What if he went all douche bag on me again? What would happen then? I would probably punch him and have a court hearing a couple weeks later. I decided I would be civil, just this once.

“Here, sit down. I haven’t got all the chords yet and I still need to edit some of the words.”

“Sweet, thanks.” He said, I could tell he was happier, and that he was trying to make an effort too, I shouldn’t be so hard on him, he looked fragile today.

Zayn POV:

I actually took Liam’s advice, I took the rest of the week of school to talk to a therapist, I was told I tease people about things that may be my biggest fears of becoming my reality. So basically I tease people about being gay because I am afraid that if I do come out as gay it would completely change my life forever. I felt really bad about it. By the time I got to his house and tried to talk to him he said that he finished the song. I thought maybe I would have a chance to make it up to him but I guess not. Then he looks at me and tells me he hasn’t finished the chords and there is still editing to do, maybe he does care?

“I took your advice Liam.”

“You mean you got lost and fucked yourself?”

“No I went to a therapist to get help, you were right, something is wrong with me.”

“And what might that be Zayn?”

We were sitting on the bench side by side, my lips facing his. I looked into his eyes and leaned in, he didn’t move back. I closed my eyes as my lips met his, the brushed each other softly as we started to kiss. He put his hands around my neck to pull me in closer, kissing me more passionately with every kiss. We were in full out make out session when we were interrupted.

“What the fuck is going on here Liam?” it was Louis.

 I JUST REALIZED I UPLOADED THE SAME CHAOTER TWICE!!! THIS IS CHAPTER 4 SORRY GUYS.