Feel Real

Seventeen

"And I've done all that I could but I can't resist hopelessness" she growled, starting with a power stance while slowly bending backwards til the last line of the verse "and grind my teeth till my mouth stays closed" when John, Ara and I headbanged in sync to the breakdown.

This is one of the most unique, fun experiences a musician could ever have with their significant other. Dating another musician is more risky and tricky, though. With how professional Ara is and how she's able to separate our personal life in settings regarding band stuff, we're good.

After Devil's Door, us three VCTMS members looked at Ara in such awe. Especially me. She's a fucking beast and I'm grateful as all hell to wake up to her every morning. "Jesus Christ girl!" Meredith laughed. Ara shrugged and laughed a little bit, "What?" "I wasn't expecting that out of you. You are DEFINITELY going to be on a feature." John immediately  told her in awe. Ara lit up brighter than the sun before quick shaking it off. Shit, I even lit up too! My girlfriend is a vocal feature for VCTMS! "Thank you guys so much!" Ara warmly thanked us. "Hey no need to thank us. You got wicked talent and it needs to get out there even more." I replied warmly to her, rustling her hair. She gleamed and blushed a tiny bit. We went on to do Crippling Form; with her on vocals. She went just as hard, if not harder, as she did during Devil's Door. While playing and going hard myself, I admired her. How she pours her heart into performing; how she unleashes her demons into vocals; how she feels music differently than others. It's a magnificent sight to see. Ara is one of the best in the game and I'm not just saying that because she's my girlfriend. This girl truly delivers pure demonic shit.
When we finished Crippling Form, Meredith and John kinda stared at her again in disbelief. "Girl how the fuck are you this good?" John asked her. "Yoga and meditation. Doing those has significantly improved my breathing." Ara replied before taking a swig of water. "I've been coaching her on what I know is right even though I don't do it right." I laughed while putting my guitar away. "You need so much recognition Ara. You are a game changer. So if any of y'all in the Chicago area are in need for a beatdown/hardcore vocalist, I definitely suggest Ara. This chick is insane!" Meredith announced to the livestream. "Thank you guys for watching. It was amazing for having Ara join us!" I thanked the viewers and kinda lowkey flirting with Ara. "It was a lot of fun. Thank you guys for the opportunity, too!" Ara thanked, smiling and blushing a little bit. Her accent is more noticeable than when I first met her. Probably because I live with her and hear her angelic Slovakian voice. We concluded the livestream. "Now onto discussing the feature with this queen." I proudly cooed, stroking her cheek as we sat next to each other on the couch in the studio. I placed her in my lap and closely held her to my chest. Bad idea since she's wearing fishnets and a short skater skirt; it drives me crazy.  I want to be in her so bad. "What's your favourite drop tuning, babe?" I asked her, oh so slightly pressing myself against her. Subtly grinding against me, she happily responded with "Drop G sharp." "That's a good one, Ara. Also I gotta go y'all. Something came up. Nice seeing y'all and meeting you Ara!" Meredith said politely before quick getting her stuff packed and quick leaving before we could say anything. "Drop G sharp is a very good one. You know your shit, girl." John told her. I'm still pressing myself against her pussy and grinding. "I have good music knowLEDGE!" Ara replied back to John, moaning at the end of her sentence because I thrusted roughly. "I think we need to go." Ara giggled. "Ryan, you are one helluva lucky dude. You really got lucky." John encouraged me. Ara got off my lap, lifting up her skirt. Damn she's only wearing fishnets and a thong under her skirt? Oh my god my dirty slut drives me fucking crazy. "Damn baby I'm lucky." I say proudly, rubbing and roughly grabbing her thicc ass then giving her one insanely hard spank. She loves it til her ass is red from painful spanking. "Daddy!" She loudly moaned out, then, with an insanely hot grin and tone of voice finishes with, "You own me. I mean, John is missing out." She teased John by playing with her massive tits. "Damn girl you are hot!" John geeked. I got an idea that's making me grin, "Ara, it's up to you if you're down for this. Is it okay if I show him your gorgeous pussy and your sexy, massive pierced tits?" I whispered in her ear. She smirked and winked at me, nodding. I pulled her close to me by her hair; receiving a hot moan; lifted her right leg up on the coffee table. I bit and kissed Ara's neck, "You absolutely sure you want to do this?" I whispered in her ear before leaving hickeys on her neck. "Yes daddy." She whispered back, grinning. I roughly moved up her skirt, tore her thong and spread her pussy open. "You are such a bad little whore and I love it." I growled softly against her neck. Ara grinned seductively at me then John. "Oh my god dude you are seriously one helluva lucky dude." He geeked. "Oh I know I am." I laughed seductively, teasing her pussy by gently rubbing her clit once; making her quick moan. "Damn I've never seen a girl so wet." John geeked. Ara subtly motioned for me to whisper "May I ask if he wants to feel it?" I growled and grinned, "You want to get used tonight?" "Maybe, daddy. Might let him have some fun then you and I go home and do our thing." I pressed my bulge against her massive ass and growled "Good girl. Now lay down on the table for him to taste you." Ara grinned at me as I let go of her so she could obey. I sat down on the couch, watching Ara slowly strip for John. He sat in awe, "Bro you're gonna let me tap this?" He asks in disbelief as she slowly strutted to him, "Let her actions answer that question. She's a dirty bitch tonight." I boasted. Ara stood in front of John, running her hands slowly all over her body. God I'm lucky to have such a nasty slut. "Good girl, Ara. Keep going. Obey daddy." I encouraged. Ara leaned forward to John, gently putting her fingers under his chin, "You get to have fun with me." She says softly and seductively, looking lustful. "Good babygirl." I encouraged. John looked at me, "You absolutely sure dude?" He asks. "She and I are both okay with this. Just don't cum in her." I assured him. John caressed her cheek, admiring her then slapped her hard and pinned her down on the table, "I want you so bad, master!" She begged John with a grin when he slapped her. Fuck she's hot! "You're such a nasty bitch." I growled at her, leaning to kinda slap her clit. "I love you daddy." She growled at me. "I love you too babygirl." I replied passionately with seduction. John rubbed her pussy and slowly traced his fingers up and down to play with her wetness. "Oh yeah!" She moaned softly, her body quivering with pleasure. Oh my god she's sexy. John and I seductively laughed at her quivering. I was a bit off to the side of the table to play with her tits. "You're gonna be a cum dumpster today." I growled in her ear. She grinned, "I love being a cumslut, daddy." She seductively replied, playing with her gigantic tits. I slapped her, "Damn right you do." I growled with intense seduction. John started to eat her out ferociously. Ara was writhing, quivering, squirming and shrieking from pleasure.  Watching her like this is so fucking hot. "You're such a good little bitch." I growled at her, caressing her cheek then slapping her. She grinned when I slapped her. Ara is so fucking hot right now: laying on the table at John's place; he's devouring her gorgeous cunt; she and I holding hands, kinda pinning her down at the same time. She made eye contact with me; looking so passionate, lustful and incredibly lovestruck. She has me in a lovestruck trance, too. "Is it okay if I ask him to fuck me?" She managed to subtly ask me. "Do it, babygirl." I reply softly yet with so much passion. "John, fuck me. When you know you're about to cum, throat fuck me til you cum." Ara begs him, still not breaking our gaze. "Y'all sure?" He asks excitedly, slapping her pussy. She groaned loudly, "We talked about it, Master." She replied to him. I caressed her left cheek, "Good girl." I whisper passionately to her with a grin. All of a sudden she gripped onto my right hand, arched her back and screamed from pleasure. "Good girl. Take this dick." John growled down at her. Smiling down at her as I'm caressing her cheek and holding her hand while in this trance, she is struggling to only moan softly. She's doing good but my god sometimes she would accidentally let out a hot whimper. She tries to keep quiet during these bonding moments; when we fuck we just about always have these passionate moments. "You and I may be letting you get used this one time but you will always be my dirty bitch." I whisper seductively to her. "I love you so much, daddy." She softly whimpered. Gazing even more so passionately and lovestruck into her beautiful soul, I kissed the top of her hand; "I'm so madly in love with everything about you, Ara." I reply back softly. She smiled at me then kissed me deeply, then asking me "Is it okay if I let him have at me?" Ara struggled to quietly ask me. "Fuck her harder. Have fun with her." I told him, letting go of her hand and sitting back to watch her get destroyed. Ara grinned lustfully when I watched her. "C'mon dirty girl take this dick. You have such a tight pussy." John growled at her as she was now screaming and writhing from pleasure. "Cum, Ara. Be a good girl and obey." I demanded her. "You better squirt, little girl." I demanded once again, roughly grabbing her hot face and slapping her. I'm so close to cumming and I haven't even touched myself yet. She's gonna get it good from me later when we're home. "Who's daddy's little bitch?" I growled softly at her. "I'm daddy's little bitch!" She shrieked, grinning as she held her legs completely back. "Good girl." I purred against her neck. "Holy fuck Ara!" John moaned at her flexibility, speeding up and just absolutely roughly destroying her. "I know you're close, babygirl. Let it out." I whispered against her neck while rubbing her clit. "Fuck! I'm gonna cum!!" Ara shrieked, propping herself up on her elbows, putting her hand on mine that was playing with her clit. "Fuck!" Ara whimpered as her body quivered more, getting closer. "Cum for your daddy and master." I demanded once again. John kept destroying her, deeper and deeper, "Take it, dirty slut! You better fucking cum on me!" He ordered her. Ara clenched onto the table, arched her back then bucked her hips up and squirted all over. John and I laughed in awe of how much she came and how sensitive she is. "Now, your pretty little whoreface is going to get face fucked." I seductively whispered in her ear, placing gentle kisses down her neck. "I'm ready for it." She eagerly begged John. "Good girl." I growled. John sat back on the loveseat and had her get in front of him. "Get ready for the best head of your life." I laughed to John. "Oh really?" He smirked at her, stroking her cheek as she so innocently looked up at him. I'm lucky to have such a good girl like Ara. "Yes, master." She innocently replied while taking his dick in her hands and grinning innocently up at him. "After tonight your little throat will be destroyed." I growled at her, spanking her ass.