Poems collection -Self harm (trigger warning)

Panic Attack

I can feel it coming,

Its all because of you,

You evil witch

You twisted bitch,

How could you do this,

To an innocent mind.

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You taunted me

You haunted me

You scolded me,

And I can see no light.

Its because of you,

I'm scared of you.

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Whatever I do,

I'm never enough,

You told me so

In your cryptic words.

"Hannah work faster,

Hannah slow down"

What is it miss,

That you want me to do?

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Oh my gosh,

I've screamed at you,

But you didn't hear,

I was very close to you,

I could have hit you

But no I resisted

And instead I screamed

"You never listen do you!"

And walked away.

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That's when I started crying,

Right there and then,

In your lesson.

But you didn't notice,

You saw me as being weak.

You scolded me some more,

Before I left the door.

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You never understand,

You'll never get me,

People don't believe,

That you're an evil bitch.

But I know the truth,

Young Miss H**t,

I know your secrets,

You hate me so.

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Hyperventilating,

I lay on my bed,

Sobbing and sobbing,

I'm really just no good.

You hurt me bad,

I'm always sad,

And no one can save me now.

27/12/14

Dedicated to my evil art teacher