Poems collection -Self harm (trigger warning)

I'm going to die

I can't go on,

There's nothing left for me,

The water's reached the sea now,

I'm at the end of the road.

My heart aches for company,

Company it can't have.

I must free it from this torture,

And down a poison bottle.

My skin is deteriorating,

I'm slowly opening it up,

Self harm has become a safe haven

And that is really wrong.

I shall say my last goodbyes,

And bid you all farewell.

And hope that you are fine with this

To live another day.

This is a test of power

Test of human mind

I failed this test,

I gave in to the voices,

As they never went away...

Goodbye,

I love you

I'm going to die.

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27/03/15