𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐓, hossler

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I woke up because of a phone buzzing nonstop. i opened my eyes and saw it was jaden's, i know i shouldn't read it so i just left it on silence, my phone buzzed.

youtube: we broke up- josh richards

joshhy: hey um are the boys still over

me: ill wake them up want them to go there

joshhy: uh well actually forget it, they are too immature

me: um, want me to go?

joshhy: really?

me: of course josh. ill be there in 10 minutes

joshhy: thank you sm

me: 💗

i had to tell jaden so i patted his shoulder and he groaned "jaden" i whispered to his ear "w-what?" he asked rubbing his eyes "josh and nessa broke up, ima go to the sway" i said "wait should i go?" jaden asked "um i don't really know" i answered "i wont, dont worry" he said, i pecked his lips "what time is it?" he asked worried "5:42am" i said "be careful then" he pecked my lips again and i nodded and put on a hoodie and my af1's "wait can i borrow your car" i asked him, he threw the keys to me "thanks" i said walking away. I hopped in jadens car and drove to the sway. It usually takes me more time but i was on a car and there wasn't any traffic so it took exactly 8 minutes.

I arived and knocked on the door. Josh opened with his red puffy eyes "thanks for coming" he said, i pulled him into a hug that he returned, he started sobbing hard. "lets sit" i said, he nodded and walked to the couch, rubbing his eyes in order to clean off the tears. I clised the door and sat next to him, he was laying on the couch so when i sat he laid his head on my legs and i started stroking his hair "why am i so damn stupid whats wrong with me" josh said almost yelling in between sobs "tell me what happened" i said, he sighed "i know we haven't been dating for the longest time but i love her, i love her so mf much ill do anything for her so i guess i got scared. Then i started thinking about the future she is gonna have with her music and how talented she is so i just thought that sometimes you have to make very big sacrifices for the person you really love but i love her too much, i love her way too much. i feel like i did the best thing for her but i- i don't know -i am completely broke inside" he said sniffling "listen josh, you and nessa started dating when she was first starting social medias, she is growing so quick that it is normal to be scared. she has a great future and that doesnt mean she isnt gonna share it with you, that means that at this point which is "the start" she has to grow up herself, learn new things, make new music, meet new people and be focused on her career, not on you and i know how much that hurts but listen, this is NOT a goodbye, it is impossible you are the start of her everything" i said, josh nodded i could notice how hard he was trying to hold his tears, he sat and i hugged him "its okay to cry" i whispered to his ear, he immediately started crying "im scared that as this was only the start she is gonna forget me" he said, i looked at him "i know its not the same thing as i am not an influencer but i could never forget anything about my past, doesn't matter if now it hurts to think about it. our personality comes from there, we learn something from every single person we have met and nessa has learned A LOT from you, hear me out, she is never gonna forget about you" i said

we talked for a lot longer, mostly about how difficult it was gonna be seeing her on tour, he wasn't crying anymore, we were talking. "arent you scared that you are probably gonna start growing on social medias too?" he asked, i nodded "um don't tell jaden because he would kill me for telling you first but i have wrote a few songs that are on my yt page. i dont have more than 2k subscribers, no haters at all. i know if i start growing i would recieve a lot of hate and i understand, these are social medias" i said, he opened his eyes wide "youtube?" he asked amazed, i nodded " i dont do anything but singing. i used to make vlogs but not anymore" "download tiktok" he said "i already have it" i said and gave him my user

joshrichards started following you

"actually ima make a video" i said standing up

{imagine charli is becca}

@becca.sm: hi.

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jadenhossler: oh so she is a tiktoker

avani: HOT DAMN

↪️becca.sm: ily qt

↪️addisonrae: 💔

user3: who is sheeeeeeee

↪️joshrichards: jadens

↪️becca.sm: ha. ha.

payton: she even dances

↪️becca.sm: ikr crazy

user2: okay so we just know he exists and has jaden WTAFAGAHAJA

↪️user4: TRUE but i mean g o r g e o u s

↪️jadenhossler: fr

brycehall: you abandoned us in ur own house

↪️joshrichards: i stole her

↪️user4: what did nessa do

↪️joshrichards: we broke up but we are in good terms

↪️user4: OMFG HE ANSWERED ILYSFM

my phone started buzzing uncontrollably so i disabled the notifications "100k already" josh said looking at my followers "ok i don't like this" i said "its okay u get used to it quick" he said, i nodded