Reticent and reluctant to change.
Trapped within the yesteryears; the better days.
A thought occured, though fleeting;
I wonder if it is the past that I tend to neglect,or the future that has yet to pass me..
Though reserved in my thoughts I am trapped by the complexity of my enemy. Myself. She's desperate to find the source, of my long enmity with time, and the things I've loved and lost.
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Though my reticent nature fails my natural instinct to seek love.
I still find ways around it.
Yet my inability to perceive if it is worth it entices my brain to stay for another day.
That person, was not to blame.
It is me and the game I let them play. Though I cannot help but be reluctant within my thoughts. The game I played with them, was it worth it?
My heart is still playing, and the game, my heart it hurts it, does it know it?However I'll still continue. For my instincts take the place of consistency, and my appreciation of the pretty light that shines in their city. Entices me.
Reticent and reluctant to change, I wonder if I'll ever see better days.
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Just Kinda Wanna Die ❤️
PoeziePoems. This blew up over the past couple weeks so, thankyou 🥺👉👈❤️ I um, just use Wattpad to vent so I wasn't really expecting this thankyou all for your comments it means a lot to me
