Just Kinda Wanna Die ❤️

Am I in your head, half as often as your on my mind?

That song that haunts.
The voice that talks.

The bed no longer warm.
The cuddles that no longer form.

Running was the last thing I remember.
Running from you.

I didn't see you coming.
I didn't see you leave.

Did you think of me as I left you for the sea?
And returned to find that you had already.

I can't sleep at night.
Always in fright.

The voice that talks,
That you scared away.

Now your in my head,
And i've lost my mind.

Your the scars that i've hid.
You're the memories of kin.

Am I wicked? To think that it was a given.
That you would be by my side.

You're the word that fills my fate.
The word that i can never seem to take.

Am I lying? To think you were on my mind then,
Half as often as you are now?

You were what I was looking for.
And now you are why I feel guilty loving more.

You my little shadow, my cuddle in the night.
You my warm bed;

Are why I cry at night.