Stay

Chapter fifteen

I don't want to get up at all. but I have to go to school or else Lia will tattle on me. She'll tell harry and he will freak out but why do I care?

Because you don't want him to worry about you.

I open my door and walk past a stunned Lia.

"You actually came out of the cave." she says and I shrug.

I sit down on the couch and turn on the TV. I pretend to watch for a while until my phone buzzes.

Darth Vader: hi.... u didn't come out of your room last light at all... so I just wanted to make sure that ur ok. txt me when u can ok?

Me: ok

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I lock my phone and sit back against the couch cushions.

"Are you going to eat?" Lia asks from the kitchen.

"I had a poptart." I lie and she nods.

I turn back to the TV and stare out of the window. She sits down next to em and places a plate of two pop-tarts on my lap.

"Thanks." I sigh as I pick one up.

I nibble on it while she takes a bite of hers.

"Let's not go to school today." Lia suggests and I shake my head.

"We have to, its only the third day." I point out and she frowns.

"I know but your just acting so weird and I don't like it." she sighs and I nod. "I'll pick up a cigarette for you or we can try the hooka that you bought awhile back ago."

"Yeah we can do that but later. let's go finish getting ready." I say as I get up.

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I sit down in my first period class next to Asher who is filling in his notes.

"Hey." he says with a smile.

"Hey." I say as I pull out my notebook.

"You look even more worse than yesterday. Are you sure your okay?" He asks and I nod.

"I'm fine."

"That's what my.... my sister said." he says and I look up at him.

He looks back down at his notes and starts writing again.

Okay?

I turn back to my desk and start writing again. the teacher starts a lecture when a pice of paper lands in front of me. I look over at Asher but he's looking at the teacher. I look back down at the note and uncrumble it before reading it.

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Text me when you can. We seriously need to talk. (555-555)

-Asher
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I walk into my next class and sit down next to Baley who stares at me.

"Why didn't you come out of your room last night?" He asks.

"I wasn't feeling good. I'm still not." I say.

That's sorta true.

"I hope you feel better." he says with a smile.

"I don't. I hope she has Ebola and she dies." regina George says behind me.

I don't know her real name but that's what I'm going to call her.

"I hope you choke on that wad of gum that's in your mouth." I say.

"You mean this gum?" She says as I feel something being pressed into my hair.

I gap and grab my ponytail. at the my ends is a wad of white gum.

I look at her and she smiles.

I turn back around quietly.

Don't blow up. Don't hurt her. do it for harry. do it for yourself, you can't afford to go to jail for killing a low life like her.

"What's the matter? Is the brave Miss Mabel finally in Her place?" Regina says.

I'm about to put her in her place if she doesn't shut the hell up.

"Good. I was starting to think I was going to have to stomp you into the ground." she says and I whirl around.

"Bitch if you don't shut the hell up I'm going to shove my foot up your ass." I threaten and she rolls her eyes.

"Not if I fight back." she retorts and I laugh.

"Bitch my dad beat the hell out of me when I was a kid. I know what I'd feels like to get hit." I say and she smiles.

"Is that why your face so jacked up?"

"That's it!" I say getting up.

Ive never been so mad in my life. I want to beat the shit out of this low life so bad.

Baley grabs my arm and pulls me back.

"Let go of me." I hiss.

"No. By hitting her your stopping down to her level. your not like her at all, don't change that." he says and I stop.

I grab my bag and my notebook before walking out of the door of the classroom.

"Where is she going?" The teacher asks as I walk out.

"The nurses office." Baley lies.

I walk to my jeep and climb in. im just going to sit in here and sleep for the rest of the day i swear. I sit my chair back and stare at the ceiling.

What have I become? Maybe she's right, maybe I am a psycho bitch.

I close my eyes and try to sleep which eventually I do.