Petrified

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The fear, it lingers in the dark 
struggles next to me in bed. 

I fear
when I kiss a girl,
I won't like it.

I fear
some of the adults
in my life.

I fear
that my own happiness
will tear relationships apart.

I fear my own future

But I know
that once lips lace with hers
it will feel right
It won't feel like
I'm doing this
because this is what
people expect from me.

I know
I'm not the one
responsible for the relationships
that might fall apart.

I know, but
it doesn't stop the fear
that will caress skin
with its chilled finger tips
at night.


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