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Jackson is ringing...
Me-what
Jackson-where have you been for the past three days?
Me-a lot of places,Iv actually been really busy why?
Jackson-busy doing what?
Me-are you ready for it?
Jackson-go on.
Me-sleeping.
Jackson-Nope,no your not getting yourself all depressed again Kodie
Me-I'm fine Jackson,it's okay to have a few days of right?
Jackson-all of your fans think your either dead or dying,al of your friends also think that.
Me-well you must've heard right?
Jackson-Obviously Iv heard,I'm your bestfriend
Me-i just want a few days of okay?Im tired of everything I just want to bring myself back together
Jackson-fine,just update your fans and listen,I'm always here for you pissy pants,always.
Me-love you numb nuts
Jackson-byeee
I sighed putting my phone down and rolling up out of bed landing on a ton of food packets
I sighed and scratched my head,hello world.didnt miss you.

I pulled back my curtains and opened my bedroom door
"Oh she's alive!"My mum sang from the bottom of the stairs
Unfortunately yes I am.
I sighed before going and climbing in the shower
I then looked at myself in the mirror to see the lovebites on my neck only just fading.To be honest,it hasn't really hit me yet,Iv just been really tired.i was only planning on dressing up,doing a tik tok then maybe go get some food then go back to sleep,I had nothing better to do,right?

I went onto tik tok to see millions of messages
'Do you think it's Cos of @payton?'
'@payton?hello?"
'Is she still alive?'
'Miss keisha?miss keisha?oh my fkn god she fkn dead'
'@kodeshudsy are you okay?'
Just do the renegade and everything will be fine.
I set up my camera and started the renegade,just fake smile,it's only 15 seconds if that.Smile

I finished the tik tok and found myself on paytons profile to see he hasn't posted anything either,on anything,Instagram, Twitter ,Snapchat,nothing.
I sighed,in not going back to bed,I'm going to get up maybe go round to the sway house maybe even the hype house in just not making myself depressed over a boy.

I made my way to the sway house and fortunately paytons car wasn't there,which was great.
"Heyyy"Mike smiled opening the door and hugging me
Get of me
"Heyyyy"I smiled hugging him back
Ugh
"Where have you been?"He asked
"I Uhm,visited my grandparents for two days and I was just exhausted yesterday so"I laughed explaining

"Oh"He chuckled letting me past
"Hey pissy pants"Jackson called from upstairs
I bounced up them and hugged him
"You aren't the only that's went M.I.A"He said
"What?"I asked chuckling
"No ones heard from out on,not even Riley."He shrugged
"Sounds personal to me"I laughed shrugging
"That's not funny Kodie,he really liked you"He sighed
"Oh so it's my fault yeah."I chuckled sarcastically
"No I'm not saying that I'm just saying whenever you two would argue I only ever heard your half of the story.never his"he shrugged
"Okay,that's great,hah."I shrugged whilst nodding
"Don't be like that kodie,did you ever hear what he had to say though?"He asked
"Just shut up Jackson,seriously,you always think your going to sort everyone's problems and oh Iv shown up,everything's okay now."I snapped
"See?your just pushing everyone away"He laughed
Don't laugh at me
"Jackson.Shut up"I snapped
"Go on"He laughed shooing me of
"What?"I frowned
"You get so angry when someone proves you wrong,or has a different opinion.I told payton that everytime he'd come to me upset because he had done something wrong again,and I tried telling him everytime it's not his fault but he broke down everytime.Now You have really hurt him,so I'm sorry but I'm on his side with this one kodes"He ranted raising a brow
That hurt
A lot
"O-o-okay"I stuttered walking back 
I walked to the bottom of the stairs and looked back up to him
"Go on,the doors there."He chuckled
I looked to everyone else who quickly looked away from me
I nodded and walked out,climbing in my car
I can only take to much,and Iv taken too much,I don't know how much longer I can cope.
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Okay so,this is getting depressing and this is my fourth update?today.right,before I go asleep for the night I just wanted to like,idk,get a little closer to anyone reading this I don't want to say fans Cos that's wayyyy to cocky but let's just say..my friends Cos I love you all
So
I'm a girl from the UK,LP you can figure where LP is,I don't want to give everything about me away because I like the 'anonymous' theme,so yeah,and I'm that friend that,well,I'm the mum of my friend group I guess and I love being there for people so my messages are always open for you guys I don't care who you are where you are or whatever but I'll always reply to your messages or whatever idc I just want to get closer to you guys get what I mean?I love you guys so much and it makes my day seeing a comment where your saying you love the chapter or whatever
GOODNIGHT ❤️
HOWS YOUR DAY BEEN/GOING?
LY:)

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