Rajveer's pride.... His Naina....Rajveer's Naina (LRL season 1)

chapter 46

Naina goes and stands beside shalini.. Shalini was lost in her thoughts so she didn't notice Naina standing beside her... She comes out of her musings when Naina says...

Naina : doc...are you alright.. Aap kuch pareshaan lag rahi hain...

Shalini (with fake smile) : off course Naina... I'm absolutely fine.. Aur main thik kya bohot khush hun bhi hun.. Tum aur major finally ek ho jaaoge.. Tumhari shaadi hone Vali hai... I'm very happy...

Naina(sighing) : don't lie doc.. Aap kyun apni feeling se bhag rahin hain... Pata hai doc mujhe kaise pata chala tha ke aap bhaiya se pyaar karti hain... Jab main academy mein aayi thi tab nahi jaanti thi ke aap aur bhaiya dost hain.. Bhaiya ne aapka naam apni notebook mein likha tha par code word mein jo Maine crack kiya tha bohot baad mein.. Aur hamesha se aapki eyes mein Ek pain dekha hai Maine..pehle lagta tha ke aapka ye pain apki medical condition Ki vajah se hai.. Par Jab Maine vohi pain khud feel kiya tab samajh aaya ke Kaisa pain hai jo aap feel karti hain.. Aur ab jab bhaiya ke saath aapko dekhti hun to vo pain nahi dikhta mujhe... Lekin aaj kyun aapki eyes mein vahi pain mujhe phir dikh raha hai.. Kyun aapko aisa lag raha hai ke aapne apna pyaar kho diya... Kyun aap haar maan rahin hain.. Pehle aap kuch nahi kar sakti theen lekin aaj to kar sakti hain... Bhaiya ko kyun apne dil ki baat nahi bata deti...kyun unhe apne aap se dur jaane de rahi hain..

Shalini(sadly) : Kaise bataun Naina.... Vo kisi aur se pyaar karta hai.. Aur mere ek tarfa pyaar ki vajah se main hum dono ki dosti nahi kharab karna chahti.. Aur Vaise bhi Kya fayda Naina is sabka... I still can't conceive... Kya Naveen ye baat jaan kar apnayega mujhe... Aur tumhare parents... Kya vo nahi chahenge ke unke grand children hon... Jo Main unhe nahi de sakti... (she says last in a broken whisper..)

Naina turns towards her angrily to say something but then looks everyone around her.. She didn't want to spoil happy mood of others so she takes hold of shalini's hand and takes her from there to her room.. She closes the door and turn to shalini who was looking so broken right now... With every step Naina took her anger increases more...

Naina(angirily) : doc aap khud ek doctor hoke aisa sab bol rahin hain.... And are you kidding me... Aap Bhaiya ko us insaan se compare kar rahin hain jisne aapka saath us waqt chorda jab aapko uski sabse zada zaroorat thi... Seriously doc... Bhaiya chahe jitna flirt Kare ladkiyon ke saath lekin itna to aap bhi jaanti hongi na ke vo kabhi bhi aisi harkat nahin karenge... Aur rahi baat maa Baba ke aapko apnane ki to vo pehle se hi jaante hain aapki medical condition ke baare mein... Us din aap jab ghar aayin theen aur meri ek cousin ke baby ko dekh kar emotional ho gayi theen to maa ne pucha tha mujhse reason.. Aur Maine unhe sab bata diya tha aur ye bhi ki aap bhaiya Ki friend hain...maa ka jawab pata hai kya tha.... She was furious thinking about how could that man leave you like this... How could he do all that with you... And aapko Agar aisa lagta hai ki aap unhe grand children nahi de sakti to I'll really hit you with something on your head so that you can think straight... Aap kaun si century ki baat Kar rahi hain.. Aaj ke time mein bohot tareeke hain conceive karne ke liye and to have a baby.... Aur agar aap conceive nahi kar paati to iska matlab ye to nahi hai ke aap maa nahi ban sakti, that you can't have a baby... There are so many homeless kids out there.. Jinke paas koi ghar nahi hai.. Koi family nahi hai.. You could adopt... And I know one thing ke Bhaiya ko jab ye pata chalega to sabse pehle vo yahi kahenge ki kisne kaha ki agar baby apna ho tabhi koi parent banta hai.. Baby to adopt bhi kiya jaa sakta hai.. Usse kisi bachche ko parents mil jaayenge aur un parents ko unka baby...

Shalini was crying very badly by now listening to her... Naina haven't said anything new as yudi has given her same advice few days back but yudi was able to convince her mind only not her heart... But Naina's words are making her heart believe that she too can have a future... She too can live happily.....she could see the emotions and determination with which Naina has said all this to her... She can see that Naina is furious listening to her opinion about herself... But right now she can't do anything ,she's not able to utter anything because of her sobs... She's crying like finally all her dams has broken that has contained her emotions... She falls down on her knees crying loudly...