One Directions Big Break

Chapter five

Harrys POV

I woke up to Lena's voice. "Harry, it's time to get up. If Liam catches you in here he'll flip." She was saying.

I groaned and reached for her. "Not if he's gone." I said.

"He's not gone." Lena said.

"Yes he is. I heard him leave about an hour ago." I said. Finally I found what I was looking for-her hips. I gripped them and tugged her onto the bed with me. I glanced at the clock as she lay down. It was seven am.

"What are you doing up so early anyway? Nothing's going on with Stacy." I asked.

She sighed but didn't answer.

I felt bad. I'd really fucked up last night. I'd just been so angry with Alan for scaring her, I hadn't realized I was doing it myself.

"Do you want me to leave?" I asked sheepishly.

"No." She said.

"Then what's wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing."

"Lena."

She sighed again. "Today is when Alan told me to meet him." She said.

It took everything in me not to tighten my hands on her. I didn't want to scare her again.

"You're not going." I said.

"Don't tell me what to do." she warned.

I let her go and stood up, fully awake now. "Lena! You're not seriously thinking of going to meet him are you?!" I demanded.

"Harry-" she began.

"I will tell Liam. I will tell Liam everything. He'll never let you go. And he'll probably kick my ass too, but I'd take that over you going anywhere near Alan." I said.

"Harry I want to know what it is he wants. Nothing more." Lena said.

"And I want to live forever. We all want things. You can't go." I said.

"Harry-"

"No, Lena!"

"Harry! Alan didn't tell me to come alone." She said.

I paused. My Lena had an idea.

"I'm going to record him. And if he threatens me or tries to blackmail me, I'm going to have it. We can go to the police. And if he tries to hurt me, you and Zayn and everyone else can be right there." She said.

I relaxed a little. It was a good plan. But...

"It's dangerous." I said.

"It's worth it." Lena told me.

"When do we go?" I asked. She was clearly going through with this, and I wasn't going to let her go alone.

"Noon. at the cafe Alan and I broke up in." She said.

I nodded, leaning forward and kissing her lips. "We've got awhile. Come back to bed." I said.

"I...i don't want to." She said.

"Why?" I asked.

She didn't answer.

"Did you have a bad dream?" I asked.

Blushing, Lena nodded.

I held my arms open for her. She stepped into them and buried her head in my chest.

"Me or him?" I asked.

Please be him.

"Him." She said.

Good.

Well, good for me.

"It's okay. He can't hurt you." I murmured.

She was shaking, actually shaking in my arms.

"How long have you been up?" I asked.

"Since like, five. But I was waking up on and off all night." She said.

I pulled away. "Lena!" I exclaimed. "Why didn't you wake me up if you were having bad dreams? I would've made it better."

She bit her lip. "I was scared to make you angry." She barely whispered.

Okay, way to make me want to shoot myself, Lena.

"Hey, hey. Don't ever be afraid of that. What I did yesterday-it's never happening again. Ever." I said.

She nodded and buried her face in my neck.

"You need to sleep." I whispered.

"I can't."

"I'll sing to you." I told her. I picked her up and sat on the bed, holding her in my lap. Then I started singing her very favorite song in the world.

"Now that she's back in the atmosphere with drops of Jupiter in her hair. Eh eh eh hey. She acts like summer and walks like rain. Reminds me that there's time to change. Eh eh eh hey. Since the return of her stay on the moon she listens like spring and she talks like June eh eh eh hey. Eh eh eh hey. Tell me. Did you sail across the sun? Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded? and that heaven is overrated? Tell me. Did you fall from a shooting star. One without a permanent scar and then you missed me while you were looking for yourself out there?"

I looked down at Lena. She was still awake, but I could feel her body relaxing. I kept singing. A different song though.

"What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in and you kicking me out. You've got my head spinning. No kidding. I can't. Pin you down. What's going on in that beautiful mind? I'm on your magical mystery ride. I can't stop singing is ringing in my head for you. My heads underwater but I'm breathing fine. You're crazy and I'm out of my mind. Cause all of me. Loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me. I'll give my all to you. You're my end and my beginning. Even when I lose I'm winning. And I'll give you all. Of me. And you'll give me all. Of you. Oh."

Lena was fighting sleep. I could see it.

"How many times do I have to tell you? Even when you're crying you're beautiful too. The world is beating you down I'm around for every mood. You're my downfall you're my muse. My worst distraction my rhythm and blues. I can't stop singing is ringing in my head for you. Cause all of me. Loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me. I'll give my all to you-" I broke off as I realized my girl was finally sleeping.

I leaned down and pressed my lips to her forehead. "I love you, baby. You can have all of me."