Kellins POV
I feel like shit and I have for weeks. I was supposed to get out of this shit hole 3 weeks ago. But I stopped showing progress ever since Vic did what he did. They moved Mike to another wing of the ward and as for Vic hes been in a coma and I haven't seen him since the day he saw me and Gerard holding hands and kissing in the hallway. . In fact I dont talk to anyone at all. I just sit there. My mind reals through events I dont eat or sleep. I just stare off in to the distance. I only leave my room when the nurses make me. And even then I kick and scratch and bite. For group therapy I sit on the outside of the group and I get handcuffed to the seat. Yea this place has only gotten worse since that day.
I lay in my bed and look up at the clock on the wall and the time reads 5:59am. I hold my breath. 5..4...3..2...1 the nurses come bustling in. I just look past her ignoring her questions I reach out out my hand for the cup with the pill in it and I swallow with water. I open my mouth waiting for the flashlight to be shined in my mouth before cocooning myself back into my blanket. I hear Gerard sigh and I feel the my bed dip down indicating that he sat down. I close my eyes tight wishing him away.
"You gonna come down for breakfast kell?"
I dont say anything back to him I just lay there waiting for him to get up and go without me I dont deserve food. I dont deserve anything.
He doesnt move or get up or anything.
I feel him rubbing circles in my back slowly ant through the blanket. Hot tears sting my face and I find it a little difficult to breathe through the blanket.
"you should really come down and eat we miss you kellin." He says kissing the spot on my back that he was rubbing.
I don't move or respond in any way. I hear him sigh before he gets up and I hear the door shut.
Im alone again.
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FanfictionKellin Quinn goes through a bad brake up, and runs to his best friend Victor Fuentes for support. they both catch feelings for eachother.....but what happens when one of them is found to be crazy? will they still feel the same towards each other? ...
