Important: OK, so to further explain what made you feel the way do in this one shot, Lila had willingly akumatized herself so she could become Rena Rouge (I think that's how you spell it?) and use her flute to create a Mirage. A mirage of Chat and Ladybug getting all coupley a few blocks away from your house. OK? OK. Continue on my fellow readers.
Yn in the middle of being akumatized but she fights through it Your akumatized Outfits (All credit given to the person who created it)
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Y/n POV:
"Y/n I bet it's just a big misunderstanding! Chat wouldn't do that to you, he loves you! Not Ladybug!" Zurri squealed as she nestled into my now sopping wet cheeks.
However, I payed no mind and buried my face deeper into my knees, which were propped up against my chest. "Y/n... " Zurri whispered she she pulled away from my cheek. "Don't worry... Everything will be alright. I'll make sure of that! We'll get through this together... " Zurri said softly, hovering in front of my balled up form.
I looked up at her, meeting her large, minty green pupils with my own. "Why does everyone I know and love, leave me? Is there something wrong with me, Zurri? Did I do something wrong?" I croaked, making Zurri's eyes widen.
"No, there's nothing wrong with you Y/n! There has never been anything wrong with you. Everyone that leaves just... Doesn't know how to play with the fire that's inside you. They don't know how to tame it. So once they get past the fake you, the model you, with the "picture perfect" smile, they don't know what to do. So instead of getting a once in a lifetime kinda friend, they just leave..." Zurri explained.
My eyes began to water even more at her words, in both a good and bad way. "Zurri... I'm just so tired. First Chat leaves, my mother's sudden disappearance, my Father's depression because my mother's disappearance... I'm just so tired of faking that I'm fine... Chat was the last thing I was holding onto... I just need... I just want something, anything, anyone, to hold onto so I can ease this pain... " I whimper as I look down into my lap, tears streaming down more than ever before.
"I know, Y/n. There, there... In order for there to be a light in one's life, there must first be darkness. Everything will come throu..."
I felt so frustrated, depressed, confused, and overall emotionally exhausted that I unconsciously tuned out Zurri's soothing voice...
"Y/NNN!!!"
Was the last thing I heard before me vision was suddenly clouded, and a deep, dark sounding voice rang through my ears. "Hello, Eclipse. I'm Hawkmoth, and I'm here to grant you the power to seize the emotion of happiness, to make everyone as blind to it as you once were. That way you can make others know exactly what you feel daily when you finally take off your 'happy' smile, but in return I ask you to give me Luna Moon's, Chat's, and Ladybug's miraculous"
