Why do I have to feel sad for someone to be happy?? Why is it every time I actually like someone and want to hang out with them they decide to just.. just fucking become distant with me?!
What the fuck did I do to deserve this?!
Every time I think I'm getting better someone comes and fucking ruins it..
I'm this fucking close to just taking 8 antidepressants at once. That would be so much fucking better than everything going on right now..
What did I do for all this pain...?
