Every day the fear that everyone hates me grows.
The fear that I'm just an annoying bug to my friends.
The fear they talk about me.
I'm so paranoid now... I don't even know what to do anymore...
I'm just so.. depressed. Is all I can say..
I'm so scared I'm gonna get left
I'm so scared that I'm annoying my friends and not realizing it.
I'm so so scared of everything..
I just try my best to make my friends happy but.. it's not enough.. it's never enough..
Why.. why can't I just..
Be useful?
I wanna be useful.
