No matter how many times I tell you I hate you, just know deep inside I love you dearly. No one realized how much I loved them, how much I would give up for them. And they never will. Like everyone else, she gave up on me.. She forgot all the good times we spent together. It was like she was looking in a garden I grew for so long, put so much passion into, and cared for. But she only looked at the weeds. I don't understand why all my friends looked at the weeds in my garden, the weeds I couldn't pull no matter how hard I tried. She forgot all the good memories we had in such a short amount of time. I remember the good moments though, all the memories of us talking on the swing set. Laughing. Ranting. Venting. Talking. I remember all the moments we would help each other vent and rant. I remember spending days on end listening to her ranting. She never did remember that.. I remember spending hours without realizing it calling each other, laughing, being happy. She acted like that never happened. Now she couldn't give a shit about me. Now she would talk about me with her new friend. The friend I knew talked shit about me.
How did my life come to this?
