Warning, this has mentions of suicide in it. If this is triggering I suggest waiting until another chapter.
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Does life even matter anymore? I mean who else do I have left other than the demon in my mind? I've lost everything, everyone.. is there truly a point in living anymore... certainly haven't seen any points in living.. im so lost. confused. scared. sad. tired. anxious. stressed.. I have no one but this book now. no one I can always look to for support. no shoulder to cry on. no more friends.. I only have my sister, and even then shes going to college soon. what happens then? do I just fall into a never ending pit of sadness, not having anyone to talk to..? I'm so fucked...
