Sophomore Year Journal

Then I surrender unto sleep.

(11/3/14)

I feel terrible honestly. Agh. I want it all to go away from me. Dying is a blessing that I won't force with my own hand.

Cuddles sound amazing too. From anyone really.. Okay not just anyone. Maybe like Tyler, Josh or AJ.

Gah F*CK ME.

:l

My arm.. I tore it up with the end of my pencil.. I ripped the eraser off and made the end sharp.. I can focus on that now.. I can feel myself calming down.