(10/23/14)
I'm falling so hard for AJ. I have been for awhile now, but it's growing in intensity. I can't let this happen.. It'll never happen.. He will never return feelings.. I'm sure he's annoyed with me.
I can't become a love sick guy again. :/ This is destroying me. Then Tyler with how he is and how he's doing. Ugh.. My life is taking its own weird turn. This turn isn't pleasant at all.. At all.. At all.. I want everything to stay the way it was.. Tyler my best friend.. AJ just an add on who I happened to have feelings for..
RUBIN ON HER OWN SIDE AND AWAY FROM ME.
Kaitlynn staying annoying.. Bill staying annoying.. Megan staying one my closest friends.. Panic attacks suck.. F***... I'm just gonna sign out and sit in the bathroom for a few minutes.. I can't relax.. I can't relax.. F***..
I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH AJ
I TRUST TYLER
I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH AJ
I TRUST TYLER
I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH AJ
I TRUST TYLER.......
