Uncertain Unity Can/Sanem

⚘Chapter-Twenty Three⚘

"No...no...that's fine. In fact it would be for the best. That way we don't even need to see each other again. If you could give me his number I'll contact him." She told him.

"Why don't you give me your number I'll pass it on."

She wrote on a piece of paper... handing it over to him "This is my e-mail address. He can contact me through this."

Sighing...he took the paper and put it in his pocket.

She stood up straight and faced him...he also stood up scraping his chair back.

"Well...I guess that's it... thank you again for saving my life...." She said. "But if I ever see you another day in my life it would be too soon." She told him...as she turned around and left him standing there.

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Sanem quitly entered the room as not to wake Ayhan which was virtually impossible...quickly changed and went to bed. Tonight she could bet everything, that sleep was nowhere to be found.

How could she have been so stupid going there. She should have known...stupid Sanem. Her whole body was betraying her. Her lips still tingling from his slight touch. His hands had a mind of their own.

So much for 'If I ever see you another day in my life it would be to soon'

If he hadn't held her hands God knows what she would have done.
Thinking about it she would have probably raised her hands around his neck...released his hair from his band...slid her fingers through it. Cupped his face...kissed him back. 'No...no' She told herself...her eyes closed, Shaking her head vigorously...these are just lustful feelings...there was nothing in them.

What was his reason for calling her there. She didn't have to answer to him. They were on the verge of divorce. She wished the wedding would be over so she could get back to her life. Get away from him and put this all behind her. Saying it was one thing....but she knew it would be difficult to do.

She had mentioned ending this facade to Omer a number of times...but it went on deaf ears. She couldn't handle it...she had to go back. Being in the same place was dangerous. When they were close she couldn't trust her self...just like tonight. No...definitely she needed out. Tomorrow she would talk to Omer...before Can found out. If that happened...God knows what would happen.

She had received an email from Metin...Can's lawer friend. Apparently he had been unwell and so this is why the divorce hadn't been filed. It had been delayed...untill the end of next week he had informed her. Hopefully this whole engagment business would have been over with...and she would be at home with Layla, Emre and Zehera.

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He was in bed tossing and turning. Delayed till next week...ahh Metin. In all the time he'd know him he had never had a sick day...and now he was practicaly bedridden.

He needed this sorted...he was losing his self control. How was he going to break them up without revealing everything. Forget about that...how was he going to cope seeing Omer with Sanem everyday she was here. He couldn't very well go into the fields bellowing in rage everytime.

The thought of Omer...touching... kissing just being around her was burning him up. But when he was around her that's all he wanted to do. Touch her...kiss her...just be with her. He was fighting these feelings... he'd been fighting them for so long. Even his Anne had noticed...he really needed to divert her attention from this. Which would not be easy. It was one thing when she was in his head...but totally different when she was alive and breathing in his space.