Uncertain Unity Can/Sanem

⚘Chapter-Twenty Three⚘

Tears welling up in her eyes. "How did you think it would sound. How could you think of me like that...yo...you know you were the fi...first for me." She whispered quitly...as silent tears rolled down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry....Sanem what was I supossed to think. Of course I don't think of you in that way but..."

"But what?"

"I thought it...that's what." He told her bluntly...then continued, "We created the baby together. Call it recklessness irresponsibility...whatever...but we did it together. I had a right to know. You slept with me...left me in the middle of the night. Then the pregnancy...would you have told me...if it hadn't ended that way. "

"I...I..." She stammered.

"No...right I thought so. It was my right, that was my baby. How could you be so selfish getting yourself into that situation in your condition. Do you have any idea what I felt...what I went through. "

She was lost...lost at the thought that he could have thought of her as the type that sleeps around. Lost at...we'd created the baby together..." She was speachless...just staring at him while he spoke.

"So... come on talk...say something... don't just sit there." He told her.

"What should I say...you've said it all." She replied

"What do you mean? Said it all. I want answers."

"Listen you've asked the questions and answered them yourself. Nothing I say can or will change anything. So that only leaves the one thing."

"Yes I was coming back to that...so I think we'll both agree that this marriage has to end. We both need to move on. I mean it wasn't like it was a real marriage anyway." He said...confusd...as to who he wanted to convince more...her or himself

"Yes that's right...I agree the sooner the better." She told him "Then we can both move on with our lives. This was one of the most worst periods of my life. I can't wait for it to be over." She finished.

She felt terrible saying that, but it was the truth. She had been through so much. Now here he was practically blaming her for losing the baby.

Without giving her a chance to explain. 'What about her?' She wanted to scream...'What about what she had gone through?'. It had taken her so long to get back to normal...if you could even call her life that.

She had lost the baby...and any chance of ever becoming a mother again. He could get married tomorrow and be a father. Hell he didn't even need to get married...he could father a child whenever he wanted.

She had lost that...no matter how much she consoled herself... with stupid talks of not wanting to be a mother...It was for the best..to name a few. She put up a front in front of everyone...but at times that sliped. Today was one of those times. How could he think that she would deliberately put her self in that situation. Ok she had said it her self it wasn't ment to be...maybe she...wasn't ready for such a big responsibility. The circumstances in which the baby had been concieved were not exactly perfect...but she would never have deliberately put herself in that position. For him to say that really broke her. He had said what he said. There was no point in her trying to explain. He'd made up his mind...that was it.

She wanted to get out of there...there was no need for them to be in the same room. Once this divorce was settled...
that was it.

"Ok as we're both agreed. I have a friend, a lawer...who could handle it for the both of us. Unless you have someone who could take care of it for you?" He asked her.