His One and Only

13

Jerry P.O.V.

We were back home and I laid on her bed as usual, she was so happy and hyped about the trip and dinner tonight. I still couldn't think of anything that could make me breakup with her and I wasn't supposed to tell her I was leaving either. Confused and devastated was what I felt everytime and anytime I looked at her, I hated myself much more than anything in the world. It's really true, rich people have bigger problems. I kept looking at her beaming smile and glowing eyes. She looked beautiful everyday of her life since the first day I saw her. I felt hot tears roll from my eyes. She looked at me and her mood changed immediately, I couldn't hide it now, I can't keep lying to her.
"Babe what's wrong?" Her soft fingers ran across my face wiping the wetness off. She looked worried already. I looked up to meet her eyes and a single tear dropped again. My heart felt heavy listening to her voice and watching her go from smiley face to worried when she saw me tear. How can I let go of such human, it's gonna haunt me forever and I knew it.
"Jerry please talk to me, I'm scared already"
"Annabelle we need to talk"
"Okay talk to me I'm listening". She sat close to me with her face all serious now, the smile I saw 2minutes ago left with the wind. I was about to wipe that smile off forever.
"My dad called me before the trip and he wants me to go do work for him in Germany"
"Oh my God wow babe, that's so nice. How many weeks are you staying". I knew I was gonna regret this, she was smiling now and I was dying inside.
"Urmmm just two weeks"
"Oh my, I'll miss you so much you know" she stood up to hug me. I didn't know why I lied to her but I couldn't watch her cry in front of me, I would fucking collapse or something. She was my heaven on Earth, her smile warmed up my soul and her voice lightened my heart. When she holds me I forget all my worries and when she's on the dance floor I loose my senses. God she was perfect.
"I'll be leaving on Thursday, I'll miss you too"
She kissed me and that was it. I died inside. I was gonna hurt the only person that kept my life stable and I couldn't do anything about it. My face reddened and my eyes watered. I kissed her back with everything in me, I was gonna leave her and hate myself forever.
"Aww babe c'mon let's just order pizza and eat on the rooftop, let's forget the dinner"
"Why? You were so excited about it"
"I rather spend all my time with you alone than in a room filled with unknowns".
"Let's go to my house instead, we could watch Netflix in my screen room"
"Better. Now cheer up. I love you so much"
I wanted to say it back but i couldn't. I was gonna hurt her and there's was no need to promise her that I loved her when I am horrible beast.
I felt ill already so I let her drive us home, she held my left hand and looked at me.
"C'mon Jerry cheer up it's not like you're going forever"
"No no. I'm not, I'll always be in your heart"
"Huh, that sounded weird. I'll always be by your side. That one's better nmm"
She kissed my hand and tapped my face, I faked a laughter because I knew she wasn't gonna let me be till I smiled. When she looked away, I turned to the window to hide my tears.
"We're here now, get the pizza and popcorn, I'll meet you inside"
"Where are you going?"
"Chill, I was wanna park in the garage"
She looked at me winking her eyes and pouting her lip.
"I'm beginning to think your obsessed with me"
"Wow, you have no idea" She laughed.
"Sexy stalker" She drove to the garage.
I couldn't find an air space in my heart. It was filled with anger and hatred and sadness. Why was this even happening right now to me. I pushed open the door and put on the lights, walked upstairs to the roof with our food in my right hand and my furcoat in the other hand. It was cold outside but we both loved it anyway, I heard her scream my name downstairs while she ran upstairs. She was crazy. My type of human.
"Hey stranger" she slapped my butt and sat on the blanket folding her legs together.
"Don't do that"
"Why?, You have a nice butt you know" We looked at each other for a tiny second and that was it. Our laughter filled the air. This time my laughter was genuine. That's how it feels when your with someone you love so much.
"So tell me what if I run away and never come back" I asked her randomly, she looked at me, took a huge bite on her pizza and whispered.
"I'm eating I can't talk right now"
"But you just did". I smiled looking at her chew slowly to avoid my question. The air was cool and quiet. We were quiet too. She kept eating and stealing glances and I did the same. When the food was finished, she held my hand and sat on my lap facing me and our bodies touching.
"I'll run away too and find you". And with that she placed her hands on my neck and leaned in for a kiss. I pushed my head away and she opened her eyes.
"What now?"
"You smell like pizza".
She looked at me and attempted to stand up. I grabbed her ass and kissed her neck.
"I love pizza so I don't care". She kissed me slowly ranting her fingers through my hair. I could feel our bodies tense up, I wanted to stop it but I couldn't, I couldn't let her go. When she touched me like this, it was a sensational feeling.
She stood up and I carried her on my shoulder, I didn't Know what I was doing but I wanted her and that's all that matters. I was gonna be with her till she became a scar on my body, a scar that was gonna live with me forever.
I entered the bedroom and dropped her slowly on the bed, kissing and caressing her like I was marking the places I never wanted to forget. I stopped kissing her and took off all her clothes. I kept looking at her from her head to her toe capturing every piece of her because I never wanted to forget how beautiful she was with or without clothes. She smiled covering her eyes, drawing her close to me, I kissed her feet. She was my everything.