Dear Kuya: Her Letters of Choices [EDITING]

PROLOGUE

                                                         PROLOGUE

Do you know what it's like to do something wrong?

Bad, but you still kept on being strong?

Do you know what it's like to feel love?

The only thing is, it can't be approved from above?

Looking at him, with sadness and grief,

Sneaking upon him like a mischievous thief.

How I wish I could hold him tight,

Unfortunately, the whole thing's not right.

Was feeling love for him the worse crime I could commit?

I love him, so much, that, I admit.

Do I really have to suffer like this?

If only I could give him a sweet kiss.

I'm not the third party,

 He's not even officially my property.

I love him from a distance,

I'm the illegal lover in existence.

Does he need to know?

So I can save myself from the tremendous sorrow?

No, he can't know I love him,

Even if the lights go dim.

I weep every time I see him with his girl,

My vision, all I see is blur.

I have no right to get jealous,

I must stop the pain of being curious.

I wiped the last tear from my eye,

I want to let go and say good bye.

I must learn to love another,

Because my mistake, was falling in love with my brother.

                                                       BlackConverse12 ✪
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"Kath!"

Nakakatawang isipin kung ba't ko siya minahal. Gwapo, hot, talented, charming, in short, he's PERFECT.

Tiningnan niya ako na parang niyayaya ako. Sa mga ganitong oras, masaya. Masaya kasi naririnig mo yung pangalan mo na binabanggit ng mahal mo. Para kang lumilipad sa himpapawid.

"Oh ano, di ka pa ba tatayo dyan? Tempo mode na naman?" Tinukuran niya naman yung handlebars niya at tiningnan ako.

"Mamaya na 'ko. Tinatamad pa 'kong umuwi." Tumayo ako at pinagpagan yung shorts ko.

"Gusto mong iwanan kita? Ha? Pektusan kita dyan eh! Bahala ka, may multo na dito mamaya."

Yung kahit anong biro na gawin niya, napapangiti ka pa rin. Kahit walang sense, lumalabas pa rin yung mga ngipin mo at umaarko pa rin ang labi mo.

"Bakit ba dali-dali ka? Naiihi ka na ba?" Natatawa kong tanong sa kanya.

"Hindi no." Pinilipit niya yung kaliwang kamay niya. "6PM na. Malamang hinahanap na tayo nina Daddy." 

"Labo mo. Oo na, oo na. Tatayo na po ako,

KUYA...."