MASK

The kiss of goodbyes

Gun

" stop it please noooooooo" i shouted as i slowly opened my eyes

" shhhh shhhh gun buddy its fine now" Singto said as he rubbed my head

I immediately hugged him and bury my face on his chest

" Mung... " i said while sobbing

" stop crying now... from now on i will never leave you behind" He said

"Im sorry... im sorry" i said

" why are you sorry?" He said while wiping my face

" i'm sorry.. i tought that Oab is a nice guy.. i.. was fooled and played over" i said as i pulled my hair

" mung stop that " Singto said as he held my hands

" where?where's Off?, i saw him earlier" i suddenly asked him that caused him to glare at me

" tch..don't ever mention that name infront of me please" Singto said as he stood up and went to the comfort room

" wait.. wait.. what happened?"

" earlier, he tried to contact Off, he called Off to be specific telling him that you are in danger but Off didnt care at all, he even said that he doesnt care about  you" Krist said

" but what is he doing there earlier?"

" we don't know, as soon as we got out from the car we saw him running towards our location" Krist added

We both remained silent until someone knocked on the door

" whos that ? Its 5 in the morning, are you expecting visitors?" I suddenly asked Krist

" nope" he shook his head " Babe open the door please" he shouted to singto who just came out from the bathroom

"Who's in there?" Singto asked

He slowly opened the door and shut it

" whos that?" I said

" Oab!" He said

I suddenly felt goosebumps

" what the hell are you doing here!" Singto shouted

" i just want to talk to Gun " Oab said

" nope we can't allow you to do that, Go home instead!" Singto

" i wont.. unless Gun will talk to me" He said , i can feel how scared and frustrated he is right now, base on the tone of his voice

I stood up and walked near the door

" hey what are you doing?" Krist said as he pulled my arms

" its fine ill just stay on the door" i said and tapped his hands

" mung can you go on the terrace first ill just talk to him" i begged Singto

" Just don't open the door" he warned me

I smiled in return

Krist and singto walked out from the room to the terrace and locked the glass door

" go speak " i said

I heard how he cleared his throat many times before speaking

"I'm...so...sorry " he blurted out " i know that i hurt you so bad... i know that " i interrupted him

" There you know that it will hurt me, but still you did it.. what have i done to you Oab?" I said while controlling my tears " you know that the wound inside me is still on process on healing itself, you know that i am badly hurt, you know that..but still you choose to hurt me again, to add pain on my heart" i shouted

" i'm sorry"

" i'm sorry?! Huh do you think that word can mend the pain that you caused me?!,do you think that our friendship will be back to its original place because you apologized?, no.. never... it hurts that the one i trusted the most hurts me badly" i said while wiping the tears on my eyes and cheek

" Gun please li..."

" no Oab enough.. stop talking to me.. go home.. and remember this ' i don't want to see you or even your shadow'" i said and walked inside the bathroom but before i finally entered the door i heard he sobs " im really sorry, i know this will never bring back the friendship we had.. but atleast accept my apology so that this burden inside me lighten up"

I didnt talk.. i went inside and locked the door

" Mung.. come out now. I think Oab is already gone" Singto said while knocking on the door

I went out from the bathroom with my sholder slummped

i feel so betrayed.. it hurts

" Mung it hurts.. it hurts that the person i showed respect, care and trust hurts me" i said while walking on the bed

" Hey buddy..rememeber thst there was a rainbow after the rain and" Krist walked near me and tapoed my shoulder " and there was GOD after the pain.. be positive, everything that is happening to you right now are just challenges.. these are challenges that will prove how strong you sre as a person" he added

" i wish i could be strong just like the both of you " i stared at them

" we stayed for almost 7 years, and you are there on our sides when we needed shoulders to lean on, now our shoulders are open for you" Singto added and sat beside me

What will happen to me now... should i end my life?

" thank you" i said and laid down to bed

" go sleep now.. you need to rest.. you need to regain your strength for you to be able to face tomorrow with a wide smile on your face" singto said

I closed my eyes

I heard them walked out from the room

Tears began to crawl down from my face

Why do i need to be stocked on this situation?.. have i done something wrong in my past life?.. God if this are just challenges like Krist said please give me signs.. give me signs to hold unto Off and to hold unto US.

I'm tired of crying.. tired of everything.. i just want to sleep without waking up.. but i know that i need to be strong.. strong enough to fight for Off and I.

I wiped the tears on my eyes and finally closed it.. i need to stay strong.

I need to endure the pain until i get used to it.

Singto is right i need to get enough rest, i need to prepare my body, emotions for tomorrow might bring more obstacles for me, more challenges to hurt me.

A/N

HAPPY 23rd birthday tooo meeee 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂