Spilled Tears [ToppDogg/Yano]

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"He's told me that we should take a break... again."

It wasn't the first time Kelly said that. I was used to hearing that once every few months, but it was the fact that I had to console her afterwards while he acted like he didn't care about her existence for a week or so. I would've done everything for her to be happy; but she only had eyes for Hansol, that piece of trash every girl hated her for having. We've known each other since we were little, but I've only had feelings for her since we started high school, keeping them hidden because I knew she'd rebuff me.

"You should get rid of him; he's not worthy of you."

I had tried countless times to make her see the truth, how bad he was treating her and how she was foolish enough to believe he still loved her after a year and a half of a broken, one-sided relationship. She wasn't the only one broken, and it became harder to hide with time. It was a cold September night the last time we spoke on the phone. She was crying, and I couldn't help but to tell her. It was the worst thing I could've done then.

"Sangwonnie, I'm sorry, but you know I love him; I just can't forget him, I'm so sorry."

I won't lie: it did break my heart. I spent that night thinking about her and tearing up when her words came to mind, but I knew that, eventually, I'd have to move on; I had wasted too much time in those stupid feelings. Subsequently we drifted apart, our talks almost completely disappearing from my days. Every time I saw her in school with him, it felt like torture. She was happy in her own ways, even if it was just an illusion caused by the blind love she felt.

"We could... grab lunch some time, maybe?"

I met Jia while I was in the park one afternoon. Her little brother run away from her side and somehow ended up beside me in the bench I was sitting on. She came as fast as possible to get him and only one look was enough for me to be attracted. She said sorry a ridiculous amount of times, and I had to stop myself from smiling every time. I noticed she was tired so I offered the seat next to me, which she took gladly with her brother on her lap. We talked the rest of the afternoon, and I knew that somehow she already had my heart.

"I don't know who you're trying to fool; I know it's you already!"

But the happiness next to Jia only lasted for a few weeks. One of my close friends, Byungjoo, found her in the mall, with another guy. They seemed pretty close, and the pictures of them kissing taken by Byungjoo were enough proof of what was going on. We argued for what seemed like an eternity, and she explained half yelling that she wasn't cheating on me, but instead on the other guy with me. Isn't it the same?

"It seems like we're on the same boat now, Sangwonnie."

With no hopes of getting a reply, I called Kelly's number later that day and was very surprised when she actually picked up. She sounded tired but she said she was only studying. I told her about everything that had happened in those weeks we were apart, and she told me that we should get some coffee that weekend. I cheerfully agreed, thinking that it could be a chance to get back the precious friendship that got buried in so little time.

"Actually, I'm done with him. I mean it this time. I've cried tears for someone who didn't deserve them, I see that now."

I asked her about Hansol, and was half excited to hear her answer. She told me that she found some girl's number in his jacket and realized I was right all along, that he was only using her whenever he wanted. Some people need to see things to believe, I thought. I also asked how she was feeling, to which she replied that even though it didn't seem like it at first, a big weight was lifted off her back, and she felt relieved. I smiled with my feelings coming back and knowing that there was at least a slight chance of getting my friend back.

"I'll see you in school, I guess."

I walked her home that day. We said our goodbyes and as I was about to leave she hugged me tight, as if clinging onto me. I felt something warm in my shoulder, and I knew she was letting out her feelings. I held her tighter and caressed her hair, not wanting to interrupt the moment. It was what we both needed, anyways. We stood like that for a moment until she let go and looked at me with a sad smile on her face. Wiping her tears carefully, I grabbed her face and kissed her forehead before urging her to get inside. That night, I felt as if everything that happened those weeks was worth the pain.

"I... I think I might like you, too."

We were sitting in the park after school as Kelly said she had something she wanted to talk about. I wondered what it would be about, since I didn't think there could be anything else to be said between us. She seemed shy all day, and when I questioned her about it she blushed furiously. It took her a while to get the words out, but when she finally did they hit me like a wrecking ball. I was shocked at first, but as the realization that this was happening hit me too, I turned around and hugged her. She froze, and then returned it with a nervous laugh. It was short, and when I pulled apart, I couldn't help but to lean forward and give her a quick peck on the lips.

"Thank you for always being here, Sangwonnie. I love you."

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Requested oneshot for KellBell93, this time with the adorable Yano! Sorry it took so long again, ugh, I'm terrible at keeping a schedule >.< Anyways, hope you guys liked it and thanks for 900+ reads!

P.S.: I'm working as much as possible on the new Don't Fear The Reaper chapter. It should be up before I go to bed today, and that's a promise, so wait for it! ♥

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