Cheryl's College Survival Guide

23)Violet Ball

She scuffed.

I am really trying to be calm and collected but she wants drama.

"Oh these are my friends and this is my girlfriend Cheryl"I added

"Oh hi. She always did like the color green"she flirted.

Cheryl took a sip of her drink and got up and left. Picking up her dress and running to the bathroom.

"Fuck you Taylor"

I took a deep breath and stood up.

"You're and asshole"I heard Maya as I walked away.

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Cheryl was leaned against the counter when Toni walked in. Toni was nervous but she knew this was inevitable. The couldn't keep avoiding the conversation.

"How do you know her?"Cheryl mumbled.

What Toni didn't know is that Cheryl wasn't sad. But instead she felt confused and mad. Who was that girl to flirt with Toni in front of her.

Why did things with Toni feel like they were in auto pilot?

"She's and ex"Toni answered.

"Oh ok makes sense"Cheryl said.

"Cheryl I'm sorry that we've never talked about exes before. Mines are pretty crazy"Toni said inches towards her.

An awkward laugh followed.A flush made Cheryl jump. A tall brunette and smiled at Toni.

"I missed you text me ok"the girl said with a wink as she washed her hands and walked out.

Cheryl rolled her eyes and went to lock the bathroom door. Maybe all the girls were making her insecure. Toni's been with so many. How did she know that she was different. Now that she thought about it she doesn't know anything about Toni that she didn't learn.

Who was she back then.

"I'm sorry"

"I know"Cheryl said becoming more annoyed.

"They don't mean anything to me. They never did babe"Toni excused the girl.

"Toni I have to tell you something"

Toni nodded signaling for her to speak.

"I feel like things have been off between u-"

"What are you talking about we're fine" Toni said cutting her off.

A tear rolled down Cheryl's cheek and Toni wiped it.

"Listen"

Toni hopped on the counter preparing herself.

"That's what I'm talking about Toni. We are just fine. I miss the excitement from the beginning. I missed feeling touched starved around you. I love you so much. But I feel as if things are getting a little bit boring."she explained

"I didn't know Cheryl. I was just trying to be a good girlfriend. I just didn't want you to think I was-"Toni mumbled.

"What Toni. I am constantly showing you that I love you."Cheryl said.

"Babe lets have a good night ok. I don't want to argue."

"It's too late ok. Let's just talk it out ok"

"Ok"

"Ok I'll start I guess. Sometimes I feel like something is missing. At first everything was so amazing. You truly are my first love and maybe that's why but now something seems so off. Like for one why don't I know anything about you. I'm trying to build something so strong between us, can't you see that. I want us to be something big Toni I love you. Everything feels so comfortable and safe and I love that but, I miss us."Cheryl confessed.

Toni was shocked. I her mind she was doing everything right. They cooked together and cleaned. Their shows were in sync too. She was trying all of this for her.

"Cheryl I didn't know. I just didn't want you to leave. I thought everything was going great. I was doing all of it for you. And babe I'm so sorry that I keep myself from you. I just know you deserve so much better than that Toni. I love you too"

"Toni I didn't kiss you because I wanted a domestic housewife." Cheryl said still pretty visible annoyed.

Toni laughed and said
"I'm sorry"

"Well I need you to prove it. No fancy trips or salon dates needed. I'm in love with you Toni."

"Ok Bombshell I'm kinda crazy you asked for it"

"Oh please I signed up for it"

"And dye your hair pink again I miss it"Cheryl finished.

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Talk about lesbian bed death. It's a serious disease you know.

Toni

Cheryl