When The Heart Sings and Bleeds.

Tragic Nightmare, The Sequel.

How could I be so lost in a place I know so well?
How could I be so broken in a 'family' so 'together'?
How could I be so lonely surrounded by so many?
How could I be me when I remain a mystery?

The pain and sadness take control
And once again, I'm all alone by myself
The pain I feel is torturing but I keep living everyday
Hoping it might end someway, someday

I devote myself to acting happy everyday
But during the days I'm surrounded
And at night when I'm all alone
Somehow, it all spills out
When no one can see and no one can hear

All of the pain and all of the tears
At night, I go to sleep hoping I won't wake up
But when morning comes, then I have to keep going

It isn't easy and you can't say it is
Until you know just how it feels
My soul is worn out, why do I keep trying?

This is from the heart of all my feelings and emotions
Something I can't say, but someday it'll all be over
And I'll finally be that happy person I used to be.