When The Heart Sings and Bleeds.

My World.

Love, is that what I crave for?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate, does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel shallow?

Pain, does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why do I feel numb?
Hope, is it the heartbeat of the soul?
If it is, then why do I feel empty?

Care, is it showing concern about someone?
If it is, then why is mine so complicated?
Happiness, does it exist in this world so cold?
If it does, then why can't I find it?

Letting go, is it the secret to happiness?
If it is, then why do I still feel this way?
Friends, are they there for you no matter what?
If they are, then why do they always ignore me?

Smiling, does it mean happiness?
If it does, then why does mine hurt so much?
Memories, are they images of the past?
If they are, then why are there only shadows?

Life, does it mean all of these?
If it doesn't, then tell me:
Why are they here?!