"And I can't fall asleep
Without a little help
It takes awhile
To settle down
My shivered bones
Wait til the panics out..."
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PART TWO
Kellin's P.O.V
After I had 'talked' with Alex, I headed back to my room to wait. As I was walking, I noticed something felt different... Something felt off. I felt like I was walking at an abnormally slow pace, but I knew I was walking perfectly. It was a hard thing to explain and I didn't want to try and figure it out, because I don't think my brain could handle any more confusion. I kept walking until I stopped in front of my door, but it was open; this usually doesn't happen. I continued in and realized why it was open.
"Kellin." He breathed out as he stands from his bed.
Vic. I wanted to scream just at the sight of him, even if I wasn't exactly mad.
"You left the door open." I mumbled.
He shrugged, "I don't care."
I started to crawl into my bed, feeling there was nothing else I could do right now.
"Why did you leave me in the closet the other day?" He blurted out suddenly.
I froze.
That was the one thing I did not want to talk about. I didn't even want to think about it but it seemed to be the one thing that I couldn't get off my mind. I crawled under my blankets, trying to think of something to say.
"I don't know what you're talking about-"
"Kellin, shut the fuck up!" He yelled, getting angry. I felt myself getting more and more worked up. It felt like every emotion I felt towards him was about to boil over and spill out. I just couldn't let that happen.
"I don't like you like that! I'm not-"
"Bullshit!! I didn't force you to do anything and you still-... We-... I don't-..." He stammered, his voice getting smaller as he hopelessly sunk onto the end of my bed.
I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to feel.
"What do you want from me?" I whispered.
He slowly looked up and I could see he was just as confused as I was. He slowly crawled closer to me.
"I want you to want me-... the way that I want you." His voice was shaky and unsure.
I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out. Vic's face fell into a worried expression and he slowly pulled me into a hug.
"I'm so sorry, Kellin...about the other day. I didn't mean-... I-I just-... Please forgive me. We can forget everything that happened. It was stupid and I know you don't like me...like that." He stuttered out quickly as he pulled away from me.
I tried to speak again, but I couldn't. I wasn't speechless, I litterally, physically could not get the words out. My voice felt like it was gone and I didn't know what to do. I wanted to answer him, but my body wouldn't let me. I looked into his dark, sleepy eyes and I could see that they looked different. Cloudy, or somewhere far away and in this moment, I would give anything to know what's going on in that damaged mind of his.
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