The Blood Drive

Broken Inside

I Feel so broken

In Pieces This Season 

For Not So may reasons 

That's all that matters 

A Room with no door 

And it seems no way to escape 

I sometimes think that no one can relate

I feel so heavy 

With tear drops tonight 

Because I thought I was the one doing things right 

The sweet words in the dark 

That leave everlasting impressions 

May never heal my sould in my memories regressions 

I told you my feelins 

My thoughts, my words 

And I was so daft to think you actually heard 

I Never usually share 

This much on paper 

But it's the only way to calm me down 

Hopefully this is taken as a favor

Because I didn't lay a hand on you 

Nor try to do you harm 

But I feel Ive been twisted up my back by my arm

You see this poetry relieves me 

But I will not forget 

This night of bitterness 

As I try not to regret

Any of these decisions 

Although you chose 

I never held a gun to your head of give you a bloody nose 

For you ever to hate me 

In any sort of way 

But you pack and you leave 

When I want you to stay 

I feel played 

I feel swindled 

And there's not a thing 

To make me forget any of this 

And I hope that you know 

My only wish, was to be treated correctly 

ANd pray that this poem not affect me 

In my judgment  on what you will do to make me happy