The Blood Drive

Am i really lovely

Am I really lovely?

Do my brown eyes tell you otherwise?

Long hair and thick thighs

Make you fall to your demise 

I fantasize

Do you realize? 

Ha

It's like I don't even recognize

Anything that you do

Who you are to me anymore

I've tried 

And I'm not one to talk and stand here so high and mighty

It's more than likely 

That you're a ghost sleeping at my side 

I fantasize about who I used to know

And oh how much does the time go

But everything i hypothesized 

Turned into everything I visualized 

And whenever I told you no 

You always spoke to me in frustrating tones 

Just so

You could go

Just so you could be 

What you thought was utterly

In

Now look at the situation we're in

This just makes my head spin

It makes me angry

Because what I thought was best for you 

Didn't seem to save me

Nor your well being

seemingly

I never thought you'd be

ever again attracted to me

finding love in nude magazines

I thought this was actually your thing

Fixed in fantasies

I only think you dont like reality

Days are for only a moment

months are to spare

but years and years are something that can't be repaired

Maybe If you think I mean anything

Whatever that thing may be 

i could only hope that it was something 

Something for me to believe 

that could possibly be to some possibility to conceive 

Openly 

I will never know this knowingly

Hopefully 

It'll fall through 

Prove to me 

because I damn sure keep trying to prove it to you