CHAPTER 15
"Are you sure you're okay? You know..."
Rian rolled her eyes. She's red all over her face. Hindi pa rin nawawala sa isip niya ang nangyari sa bahay ni Jin. Pakiramdam niya ay nararamdaman pa rin niya ito. Lalo ngayon na mukhang gusto ni Jin na pag-usapan nila ang tungkol doon, nararamdaman niya ang unti-unting panlalambot ng kanyang dalawang tuhod.
Hindi naman siya baldado at wala rin siyang pilay. Pero naging mas maingat si Jin sa kanya ngayon na kulang na lang ay buhatin siya nito palabas ng sasakyan para ihatid siya sa mismong bahay niya.
Now they are both standing at the front door of her house. Nakabukas na ang mga ilaw sa bakuran at gate nila na nagbigay liwanag sa madilim na gabi.
Sigurado ang dalaga na nakauwi na rin ang kuya niya.
"Papasok ka pa ba?" tanong niya rito.
"Hindi na siguro. Magpahinga ka na lang pag-alis ko." He brushed her check with his thumb. "Rest well."
"Ingat sa pagda-drive," habilin niya.
Dumukwang si Jin para halikan siya sa noo. Umalis na ito kaya pumasok na siya sa loob ng bahay. Naabutan niya sa sala ang kuya niya na abala sa laptop nito.
She greeted him first, they talked for a while, he asked about her day and she did the same. Matapos niyon ay nagpaalam na siyang aakyat na sa kuwarto. Rhein is still busy so he just let her after saying good night.
Alas nueve pa lang naman pero pagod ang kanyang katawan. She took a shower first, did her night routine and flop on her bed after almost an hour. Eksakto namang nakatanggap siya ng mensahe mula kay Jin. Nakauwi na rin ito, ilang mensahe pa ang pinagpalitan nila bago siya nagpaalam na matutulog na.
Tumayo siya para patayin ang ilaw sa kanyang silid maliban sa mapusyaw na liwanag mula sa lampshade. Pumili muna siya ng kumportableng posisyon ng pagkakahiga bago pumikit.
Pero hindi siya makatulog agad. She's still thinking about Jin.
Mag-isa lang siya sa silid at hindi ito kasama. Pero parang nararamdaman pa rin niya ang presensya nito.
It started when he made her sat on his lap. And when he stated his concerns. His eyes conveyed a lot of emotions— fear, concern... love.
It started when she let her heart win over and let herself be consumed with her desire.
It started with just a chaste kiss, a whisper of her name and the hot breath fanning her neck. It started when she realized she can't let go of him yet, and she wanted more of him.
So when Jin pulled away, she grabbed his head and pulled him closer for another kiss. It was her who initiated the second kiss. Kaya nang maramdaman niya ang kamay nito sa kanyang baywang, hindi na siya nagulat.
His lips travelled down from her mouth to her neck. Rian closed her eyes while feeling the sensation. Senses heightened, she let his hands explore even further. Pinagsalikop niya ang dalawang kamay sa batok nito.
Jin's hand tugged at the hem of her shirt, stayed there for a while as if asking for permission first. Bahagya siyang lumayo para salubungin ang mga mata nito. Ngumiti siya at marahang tumango.
With her consent, his hand started travelling under her shirt, caressing her flat abdomen, making its way up to her breasts.
Rian let out a soft moan when he gently squeezed a mound.
"Jin..." she uttered when he started grazing the hollow of her neck.
Marahan itong kumilos at iginiya siya pahiga. Itinukod nito ang isang kamay sa sofa para alalayan ang bigat ng katawan nito na nakakubabaw sa kanya.
Muli itong dumukwang para gawaran siya ng halik sa labi. His kiss became more demanding, hungry and consuming. Walang nagawa si Rian kung 'di ang magpaubaya. Sinabayan niya ang bawat galaw nito, tinumbasan ang bawat halik.
He let her discard her shirt for her. She stared at him when he let go of his shirt too.
Nanginginig ang kamay ni Rian nang dalhin iyon patungo sa maskuladong katawan ng binata. He's tall and lean and with the right amount of muscles in the right places. Mainit ang balat nito sa kanyang palad.
"Look at me Rian," he demanded. "I want you to focus on me and think about us only."
Muli siyang tumango. Her mouth felt dry and unable to utter any words. Muling yumuko si Jin at pinaraanan ng halik ang kanyang leeg.
He separated her legs with his knee. Kneading her mounds with his hand and caressing her legs with the other, Rian never noticed how they discarded all their clothes.
Free from anything that hinders their skin to touch, she can easily feel the heat coming from his manhood. Napapikit si Rian, namumula ang pisngi.
"You're shy," Jin teased.
Inirapan niya ito pero pinarusahan lang siya ng halik ng binata.
"Come for me, Rian..." he whispered while showering tiny kisses on her neck, down to her breasts, giving each with enough amount of attention before making their way to his stomach and further to the conjunction of her legs. "Scream my name..."
"J-jin..."
"Louder..."
She shivered at her exposure but the feeling was immediately replaced with warmth when Jin started giving her unexplainable pleasure.
"J-jin.. please..." nahihirapang daing niya. She yelped when he inserted a finger and started pumping her.
Jin smirked but caressed her face with his free hand, giving her assurance.
Nararamdaman na ni Rian ang pagkawala niya sa katinuan dahil sa sensasyon na idinudulot ni Jin sa kanya. Pakiramdam niya ay sasabog na siya.
Tension started forming in her stomach, and just when she thought she's about to reach her peak, his fingers retreated leaving her empty inside.
"Jin..." she gasped but it was cut short when Jin descended and gave her a demanding kiss.
Pakiramdam niya ay namamaga na ang kanyang labi dahil sa pang-aabuso nito. But she likes the torture, she likes the attention, and she craves for more.
Rian almost lost her sanity when Jin finally stopped teasing. And the emptiness inside her was replaced by his fully grown manhood.
Rian felt a jolt of pain, as if something just broke inside her. Jin stayed still, waiting for her to grow accustomed of his size.
When she started writhing below him, he gets the signal and started moving. The pain turned into pleasure when he sheathed deeper, when he moved faster.
Moans started filling the whole room, Jin's name reverberated in his ears and Rian's body shuddered as she moved along with him.
Rian closed her eyes and darkness filled the room. Silence became prominent. And suddenly... She became uneasy. The gentle touch became rough, the caress became heavy and strong.
Biglang napadilat si Rian nang mapansin ang pagbabago sa paligid.
Ilang beses siyang lumingon, wala na si Jin roon. The room became unfamiliar. The welcoming essence ceased to exist.
Muling pumikit si Rian sa pagbabakasakaling nananaginip lang siya.
Napasigaw siya nang maramdaman ang isang kamay sa binti niya. Wala siyang makita dahil sa sobrang kadiliman. Pero patuloy ang paggapang ng kamay mula sa kanyang binti, paakyat sa kanyang hita.
"Jin..." usal niya.
Hindi si Jin ang may-ari ng kamay na iyon. Wala siyang makita sa gitna ng kadiliman.
Nawala ang magaspang na kamay sa kanyang hita pero nakaramdam siya ng presensya sa kanyang tabi, malapit sa kanyang mukha. She felt the the heavy breath of someone. Amoy sigarilyo iyon, amoy mabaho.
"Akin ka lang..." bulong ng isang tinig na hindi niya mawari kung sino. "Hinding-hindi ka mapupunta sa iba..."
Rian let out a voiceless scream. She suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, out of breath and scared to death.
