Yesterday,
I tried to convince myself I mattered. I tried to love myself.
I tried to love everyone else.
Today,
I realized everyone else doesn't try to love me.
Today,
I cried as I deleted all her pictures.
Permanently.
No way to get them back.
Today,
I cried at the realization I am alone.
Today,
I cried as I realized the world will still turn without me.
Today,
I cried as I realized my 'best friend' isn't the best anymore.
Today,
I cried as I realized nobody thinks about me.
Today,
I cried as I realized how little I meant to everyone around me.
Today,
I cried as I realized I would be happier somewhere new, where I didn't know anybody.
Today,
I cried as I realized nobody loved me.
But tomorrow,
I'll dry my tears, and try it all again.
