Black hole,
Void of light,
Massive,
Out of sight.
Calmed temporarily,
By every atom burning.
Worlds part my lips,
But Life is unconcerning.
I consume the sun,
So thoroughly,
I'm the materialization,
Of internalizing.
Was I destined to become,
This collapsed reality,
The end of my beginning,
A singularity.
This is my event horizon,
You'll be pulled into me;
Suddenly you're absent,
Did your shadow also flee?
I have maintained,
The sphere you've always seen,
Symmetrical vacuum,
Irregularity.
Was I destined to become,
So dark and isolated?
So deep and full,
Yet empty, vacated.
I'd wish on a star,
The atmosphere aflame.
That you could see a different me,
One I could explain.
I haven't always been like this,
I was my own star fantasy.
Bright, with such desire,
To shine effortlessly.
Was I destined to become,
This shallow shell you see?
What once was so much beauty,
Ocean of ambiguity
Gravity you're pulling me,
I have no will to resist.
The peace you bring in darkness,
If I cease to exist.
Gravity I ache for you,
I whisper in one breath,
You're the destination,
My final chance at death.
