Just one day | myg x bts |

二十二

Its been a while since yoonji's debut teaser, and fans are already dying to see their beloved suga's sister's talent....

She is going to sing....her first made song....as Min Ji ah, not as Min Yoon Gi like before, she is different and promised to herself that she will be much better than before...

Yoonji POV.

Its again my first time performing in a huge crowd like this but as a different person...to be honest it feels lonely performing alone, I remember before me and the members perform we will always hug, then scream "fighting" out loud. Okay yoonji you can do this.
I started singing....

No ones POV.

Once she started singing the crowd stopped screaming her name, it was beautiful the melody and message of the song was outstanding, she has a beautiful voice, then she started to rap, suddenly, the people was shocked...she rap just like suga.
She finished the song, and the huge crowd was on fire,people started to say her name... only her name, yoonji felt happy at the same time that happiness is followed by an unknown feeling, the feeling of loneliness perhaps...or could be anything else

Timeskip~~~( 4 months later.... BTS comeback)

Yoongi POV.

I am going to meet bts today, its sure is a weird feeling...and I'm sure they will ask a lot of questions. I arivved at the studio, and there is noah waiting...
"Goodluck...." she whispered
"Its not really a big thing" I said
".... hey, at least you reached the average fans" she said
"What do you mean?"
"I feel like I'm a huge failure...."
I know what she meant by every words that came out off her mouth....and my heart was broken into pieces, I did not do well, again, Min Ji Ah is just a random idol
I wanted to cry, then Noah hugged me into her arms
"You can do this..." she said
I finally got my nerves..then enter the studio. They all smiled at me as if I am a stranger, well I am....
"Noona, please sit here" jungkook offered a sit next to him...so I sit

"How is yoongi?" Seokjin asked out of nowhere....Wait, I was not prepared for any questions yet
"U-umm...h-he's working a-a-" jimin cutted me off
"Really? Why didn't he gave us call or any messages?" Jimin's eyes were furious... it was my first time seeing him like this..
"I-its her choice!...why the hell should I know" Without noticing I yelled in anger
"He could've still talk to us though" jimin quietly said in annoyance...
They all went back to what they were doing and I can't stop thinking
"I-I...." I muttered they all looked at me
"What's wrong, noona?" Jungkook asked worried. I realized that taehyung was just sitting at a corner avoiding me....
Jungkook....he's innocent just like before... I can't stand this!
"Yoonji...said once...." I stopped what I was saying and they all looked at me with interested faces
"W-what?" Jimin asked so I continued
"Yoonji once said, if ever...the group will still want me back...I would say how I really feel...." I stopped again
"W-what?" They were all worried
"How I feel when I left them.....I felt stupid I didn't think twice...I shoud've I shoud have just stay..with their sides, but there is no turning back" I said my honest feelings but....
"Isnt it noona's fault then?" Taehyung suddenly snapped
"Why would she even leave in the first place? Didn't think twice? Don't make me laugh, we gave her thrice as time to think about over and over again" taehyung said, annoyed. I stood up, towards taehyung without thinking I slapped his face then left.

I went at the corner of the hallways, and there I sat

Stupid! Attention slut!
You think for the best
but it was just the worst
decision you have ever made
stupid! Idiot! Min yoonji you idiot
I shouldn't have think in the
first place....die! 

Noah was infornt of me
"Are you okay?" She asked
"Don't pity me....just walk pass by me, and pretend you never witnessed my tears" I said my voice was shivering....
Noah was going to move but
"Don't stay with me...I don't wanna hear hopefull words...just let me feel reality just for once" I pleaded
"Suffer in reality?" She smirked I looked at her clueless
"Then....feel what the members feel, when you left them and made them drunk of reality" she said then just walked pass by me....

Damn I hate it when...my guilt and anger turns into tears.... (lol homyghadd...relate akoo!!!! Shems!!)

Ummm soo I was listening to 'I'm okay' (iKon)  while making dis and damn it made me cry a lot...I even listened to 'goodbye road' (also iKon) and some of the lines actaully came from the lyrics ahahhaah sorry I just can't stop...lol
I love the lyrics of that song so much!!
I even made a fucking poem, does dat make sense? No it doesn't!! So I hope u like it luv u all uWu....

Sorry for the drama...it happens alot while I'm listening to iKon's songs!!
Still hope u like it