beautiful tragic | chaennie ✓

twelve

chaeyoung entered her room.

entering her bedsheets, she cried on her pillow. hearing sobs, jisoo woke up. she slept beside the latter since she was worried she would get out in the middle of the night again, and she did.

jisoo strokes the girl's hair, but as she smell the scent of alcohol so, she asked. "have you been drinking, chaeyoung-ah?" she asked as she sat up and the girl chuckled against the pillow,

"why? i broke a rule? blackpink is as good as dead anyways." pulling away, she smiled at jisoo. "i'm a mess now, jisoo. i'll forever be the imperfect, trying hard of blackpink." she laughs.

"you're not, chaeyoung." jisoo says and the girl shook her head, "i am unnie." she smiled. "just look at what i'm doing now, destroying our group." she chuckled. but her chuckles, became sobs as tears fell down her cheeks.

"i still love her unnie." she wiped her tears and jisoo pulled her in, letting her cry on her shoulder.

"even after everything, i'm still in love with jennie kim." she cried. "how ironic is that?" bitter laugh left her lips as she smiled weakly,

"am i really not good enough? that she can't even fight for me? that she can't choose me?" she continued to cry on the older's shoulder.