~Midnight thoughts with the music playing. A book of poems.
Everything beautiful has its grey limits.
If thoughts and emotions are colors then they are a wide spectrum of shades that go from the sweet to the bitter. Yet our hearts and souls reach g...
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~The good kind of bad How much I love all that's bad Does it feel good to fall off my bed? How good it feels to dig deeper with a blade.
Never knew how fun it was to draw with my blood To make art from its wasted color There's no strength or power inred It's a sign of failure.
How good high heels can hurt, while I wait for a friend who I didn't know liked being a ghost. I laughed with panic in my eyes when I heard she's sending her goodbyes.
Sweet heartache fills every empty memory Bittersweet midnight
And since all is beautiful from a distance you better stay away from me, I want to be your beautiful. Step away and take a seat from across the room where you can't see the agony within me.
But don't you take the attention away from me For your eyes on me is why I wake up and how I fall asleep, Dreaming if my secret lover liked the lipstick I wore today.
Dreaming about the day you find me crying, so I can finally pour you my pain In a glass and throw it away; I won't let you taste the fire that burns my eyes and ignites my heart
I'm sure it'll burn you; I wonder how I survived.
I fantasize about what type of sweet you are what words will you whisper to me as I cry? How much will I trust you? How much could I tell you?
Love me and bring down your walls Be my friend and let emotions thicken between the lines. Saturated hearts and memories of when we laughed
I relive the sensation of the heavy wind blowing in our face I could've sworn you whispered "I love you"but the wind dragged it away
We were called to get inside but I wanted to stay, even if it rained. How come the moment I long waited for is the one you're rushing with? Leaving me uncared for.
These clouds won't carry me to heaven but you could so I beg you to please stay Do you have any idea how happy you make me?
Love me and don't leave me when it all runs out I don't want to sell my time to someone else. I don't want to be with yet another person, to swim in a different ocean Fills up my heart then leaves me to drown.
Please don't be my reason to cry, you were my "one last try".
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